~𝗡𝗮𝗴𝗶𝘁𝗼 𝘅 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁'𝘀~

𝙉𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙩𝙤 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

REQUEST FROM Musical_Chaos Thank you so much for requesting <33 Sorry that it took so long
ᗩᑎIᗰᗴ/ᘜᗩᗰᗴ: Danganronpa Goodbye despair
ᑭᖇOᑎOᑌᑎՏ:They /them
ᘜᗴᑎᗪᗴᖇ:NEUTRAL
ᗯᗩᖇᑎIᑎᘜՏ: Mention of coughing up flowers and blood. The reader is in great pain, swear words
IᑎᖴO: HANAHAKI DISEASE
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"how frustrating..." Nagito mumbled to himself as he went into the school building. It was a warm sunny day, it was all perfect even, however, Nagitos mood didn't seem to brighten as he continued his way into the school building. He couldn't take his mind off a specific someone. Nagito was very fond of you.
Hell, he was in love with you, and just as things seemed to get much better for him, you suddenly seemed too distant.
You've been the only one to ever start a real conversation with him. The only one who seemed to enjoy his company, which made him quite emotionally attached to you.
Oh, how lucky he is to be friends with you!

Well, you guys have been very good friends, however, you've been quite distant lately as already addressed. At first, Nagito thought that you've got bored of him, which he would've understood, regardless, he began to notice your change of behavior.
You looked tired. Your body shook with every move.
Talking to you was pointless, all that came out of you were short, weak broken sentences that were interrupted by coughing fits.
Nagito couldn't help but have an uneasy feeling about this situation. His first friend who stayed with him now has such a despair-full look on their face, he couldn't just stand by and do nothing about it.
So, he decided to talk to you about it in private multiple times, but you always ran away or you were never in his sight as if you were hiding from him.

{Timeskip}

You felt dizzy and tired. How you wished for this feeling to disappear, but there isn't much you could do.
Confessing your love? Hell no! Nagito only seemed to be interested in hope, there was surely no room for you in his heart. It hurt, it really did. Him saying all these lovely words only for him to say that he's in love with the hope inside of you.
Well, if you won't confess then how about getting that operation?
Nope! Did it hurt? Yes, it did, but it didn't make you want to lose those wonderful feelings even if it was just for a few seconds until you felt your lungs itch.
It was hard to breathe and you felt your lungs itching once again.

You were sitting in class trying to concentrate on the teacher, however, you had the perfect view of Nagito and it made your heart flutter. However, your feeling of love and adoration quickly made you feel an itch in your lungs, fuck.
Normally you would try your best to cough quietly while suffering and losing your breath, but to your luck, it wasn't possible anymore.

It sounded painful. Many looked at you full of worry and Nagito was among them.
And when you coughed up blood and petals everyone looked at you in horror.
Your eyes widened. You tried your best to hide it from everyone and you actually did a good job at hiding it, but now all this suffering has gone to waste.
You covered your mouth to prevent any more blood to spill out as you quickly stood up and tried your best to excuse yourself.
Everyone watched you hurriedly leave the classroom.
It was quiet for a while.
Chisa knew that you won't come back to class, so she tried her best to calm everyone down.

"How embarrassing..." you began as you flushed the toilet who knows how many times.
Tears were falling into your hands.
"How am I going to explain that?" you mumbled as you felt more tears welling up in your eyes.
When you calmed down you decided to go to the nurse's office and excuse yourself for the day.
It was lunchtime, and everyone seemed to forget what happened or more likely pretend to forget but Nagito couldn't. He was bouncing his leg as he nervously stared down at his table. He usually tries his best to be calm and collected but after seeing that look on your face as you were coughing up blood and petals he couldn't help but feel worried and guilty.
He knew what was going on.
After all, there is only one disease that could've caused this. Nagito couldn't help but feel hatred towards the one who made you suffer through this, even though he didn't know who.
Why were you so scared to confess that you let this disease consume you?
Nagito had to talk to you or he won't be able to calm down.
So, he simply asked Chisa if he could look for you.
Chisa knew that you two were friends and she had an assumption that he was the reason for your suffering, but she couldn't just tell him that, after all, it was just an assumption so, she gave him the allowance to look for you.
As she agreed to his leaving he wasted no time and quickly made his way to your dorm.

You were sitting on your bathroom floor sulking.
Let's just say when you got to your dorm you coughed up more petals.
As you were calming your breathing you inconveniently didn't hear someone come in.
"Y/N are you here? I'm sorry for barging in like that but you didn't answer your door for more than five minutes, so I got worried, sorry."
Nagitos voice?! Why was he here-
"Y/N? A-"
....
You two looked at each other with shocked expressions.
I did mention that you were coughing up petals, didn't I? Well, you weren't done cleaning yourself nor the floor...
Truly inconvenient.
"Uhm..." You tried to find an excuse but fell quiet.
"Y/N who did this to you"
"huh?"
Nagito had a determined look on his face.
Wow, you didn't know that he could look so determined even though he isn't talking about hope right now.
"Y/N, please... you know what's going to happen if you don't confess to them. I don't want you to leave me..."
Nagito said while crouching down to your level.
He took his hand in his and you were caught by surprise.
Since when is he so straightforward???
You couldn't comprehend what was going on just now.
Not even a single insult against him. How weird I guess he was really that worried about your well-being.
As you tried to speak you immediately clenched your shirt and took a deep sharp breath.
"S-shit" you mumbled as you began to cough up blood again.
Nagito quickly reacted and held your hair as you turned to your best friend once again, the toilet.
Nagitos hand shook as he put his other hand on your back for comfort.

As your coughing seemed to calm down you courage yourself in your head. Fuck this pain and rejection. You have to tell him eventually, so why not now?
So, like in any hanahaki disease story, you finally made up your courage to confess.
"Y-You..." you began as you spit out the remaining blood and petals.
"Huh?" Nagito looked at you full of curiosity.
"You're the one I feel sickened in love with..."
You turned to him with a smile holding one of the petals in your hand.
What a beautiful petal.
You always found flowers truly beautiful so it was ironic how you got this sickness.
Nagito looked at you with a guilty look on his face.
Yummy rejection.
You couldn't bring yourself to look into his eyes so you slowly turned your face away.
"I'm sorry-" you began but you were cut off by slightly chapped lips.
Wait, lips-?!
Before you could kiss back Nagito quickly backed off with a red face.
"A-Ah, I'm sorry I shouldn't just have done that. I just didn't know what to say and I want thinking... Ugh, what am I saying such worthless being like me doesn't have the rig-"
You cut him off with a peck on his lips. Wow, Y/N good job!
You backed off but you were still close to him. The look on Nagito's face made you blush. He had a happy smile on his face as he said
"I love you too Y/N"

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