China" nana, na niyah" Banks
January 20 2023
Friday, at lunchMe and Dre been together since thanksgiving and we've been going strong I really think he's the one. I decided to "forgive" lea, we haven't been talking that much since then tho.
Ever since Christmas I've been having a weird feeling about mir like something bad is going to happen to him I tried to just brush it off but it doesn't seem to work.
I told him about it but he says I'm just worried and that whenever your happy your mind always tries to make you think the worst.
But anyways lemme stop thinking it always leads to bad things.
I sat by torre and leon, lani lea and cj was nowhere to be seen.
Dre was hanging out with his brother before he leaves again.
Me torre and leon talked about some random shit then the three musketeers walked in all of them were smiling ngl I was kinda weirded out like am I about to die.
Lemme stop playing.
Lea said bye to them and sat by me and torre.
Whatchu all smiley fa torre asked.
Right?.
Sooo CJ asked out lani.
Really, torre asked confused.
Out of all the people he chose lani...ain't that his best friend?.
Yea but some best friends date look at you and Dre.
That's different me and Dre had a different friendship from them, they were like...cousins or siblings if you ask me.
That is a lil weird to be honest, torre said.
Welll I think it's cute, Lea said.
Ngl she been acting weird for a while now I've been trying to ignore it but idk.
And Ik that I'm with Dre but out of all the people he picked he chose the one person I don't get along with.
Ig it's time to give y'all the backstory about me and lani.
So basically me and lani became friends in 6th grade she was the only person I really talked to besides Lea and torre. She meet CJ in 9th grade they both lived in the same apartment complex. He then came to our school in 10th grade she introduced him to all of us and I developed a crush on him. when I told her that she started acting weird but I just brushed it off. After that me and CJ started getting closer and became friends.
Then all of a sudden in 11 grade she blocked me for no reason and stopped talking to me. I didn't trip about it or nun because I wasn't finna force nb to talk to me if they don't want to.Then she unblocked me and started talking back to me my dumbass forgave her I still regret it. For a while it was normal then she did the same thing and this time a bunch of rumors about me spread over the school nun of them were true but I knew exactly who did it after that I never talked to her ever again.