Silent cries
A million and one words I could say
Yet still, I stick to silence
Swallowing his words that shred my insidesFear of what he'll say in return
Scared that my judgement will collapse
Thinking that I'm the villain insteadMy reason why don't seem right anymore
My emotions don't feel right anymore
Overthinking if my action is even validWhy ask me again for an answer
When I gave you silence
Isn't that enoughIsn't silence an answer?
Instead of projecting my thoughts
Convincing you why I did what I didHidden in my silence than to confront
Knowing the judgement to come
Succumbing to my devious notionsYou have ever right to be upset
After all, you want to talk and I don't
Then why do I feel this?I feel so much that nothing shows
I have so much things to say
Yet I swallow them whole
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When Night Comes
PoetryWhen the sunset, the moon rise Along with the devil in disguise My cries are the truth to my damage mind My lies let me sleep peacefully at night When night comes, My insanity shines