Good Times

I don't know if I can do this

Hellooo. I'm back! I'm in the middle of mourning the death of one of my many favourite characters atm so if nothing makes sense then whoops blame Shonda Rhimes. Hope you enjoy this chapter. This takes place when Kensi is pregnant with Tanner. Don't forget to like, follow and comment!

A/N: I still don't own my baes.

They were together in the bedroom of their new house. They only moved in less than a week ago and already the reality what was happening hit her. She was pregnant and in less than three months her and Deeks would have a baby, a tiny human who was 50% her and 50% Deeks. She couldn't help but feel excited, scared, overwhelmed. "Deeks." She called. "Yeah." Came the reply from the bathroom."We need to talk." Kensi told him."Okay, sure what's up Fern." replied Deeks, walking out of the bathroom with a slightly worried look on his face. Kensi's heart fluttered at the sight of her partner only wearing a pair of pajama bottoms.  "Are you feeling okay?" Deeks asked rushing over beside her."What? Yeah I'm fine." Kensi replied, staring blankly at the bedroom wall.Deeks looked at her. He could tell something was up. None of this was planned, buying a house, moving in together, having a baby."Kens, what's up? You know you can talk to me right." Deeks told his partner.Kensi turned to face him, tears filled her brown eyes. She placed a hand on her bulging stomach."I don't think I can do this Deeks." She whispered, a single tear sliding down her cheek.Deeks looked over at Kensi, sadness in his eyes."But I want to try and do this. Even if I feel like I can't. I want to try because I know that if this doesn't work out you will be there for our baby and I know that you would understand." More tears trickled down her face. She already has fallen in love with the human being growing inside of her. Kensi knew that when they meet their child an unbreakable bond will be born with it. But nothing could prepare them for what was coming.Deeks pulled her into a hug. "Shhh, it's okay Fern. We are going to be okay. We will get through this. We will raise this baby the best we can even if we don't feel like we are doing enough. Okay?" Deeks told her, pressing his forehead against hers."Okay." She replied, planting a kiss on his soft lips.Together they climbed into bed, Kensi on her side with a pillow between her legs to keep her comfy. Deeks rolled onto his side as well and draped his arm over the bump that held his child protectively. "Sleep tight Mama Bear." Deeks whispered. "I told you not to call me that." replied Kensi nudging her elbow into his stomach. Deeks inhaled sharply in pain. "I know you secretly love it Fern." He said to the sleeping beauty beside him before drifting off to sleep himself.