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Writing is my safe space I always tend to write when I'm hurting, cause there's no one to tell how much I'm hurting, so I write it down and it feels like I've shared it with someone. My future self also gets to read it,and I see how much I've grown, and became stronger and how much my worries were nothing.
I've never been this alone, it hurts in a way but I'm coping like really well, that's growth, I'm manifesting my time, I'm looking for a way out, and I'm having a self care routine, I fix my bed every single day. That's a fucking amazing effort.
Before my bed would be unmade for a whole week, the floor would been unswept for even longer, my mind was unkept and so was my surrounding but now I'm battling my demons and fixing things, I keep my surrounding clean which helps me out a lot on focusing on having a Kept mind.
I'm gonna meet people, who are effortless to be around, they're gonna make me smile and so much more but for now I'm super glad to have the people I have, they have no idea how much they mean to me in these times
🤍 - b.a.d
