Book 2 can't be read as a stand alone
"if he were to tell me his favorite color was red i would bleed dry for him"
it's been almost three years since dante died
lavs trying to move on but she knows there's so much more then what she's being lead o...
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Angelo and I finally get home and we see everyone sitting around together talking
I swear if they have another year long lie to confess to
I'm at my breaking point
They all see us walk in and glare at us
Gosh what have I done so wrong now?
"Yes?" I say with a sigh
"Do you have anything to say lav?" Izzy says
"No Izzy I don't so if there's something I'm supposed to be confessing to just say it already" I say
"We followed you and-" Izzy starts
Oh my gosh
"Oh my gosh" I mumble slowly
"When's this gonna end" I say
How much of this can I really take
"We know your plan and we know what you've done" Izzy says
Suddenly my breath gets stuck in my throat this room feels smaller and I feel my eyes start swelling with tears
Before I can even stop them I touch my face and feel tears streaming down my face
A sob racks through me and I stare up at them staring at me with wide eyes
"This isn't fair" I say between sobs
I truly cannot do this anymore
I feel wrap there arms around me and I hear them whisper incoherent words
I look up through my blurry vision and see Dante's eyes staring at me before he places a soft kiss to my forehead
"I'm so very sorry my love" he whispers
I start trying to push him away and I feel him lay his head on my shoulder
I start to close my eyes
I truly with everything in me hate my life
I hate myself I hate everything about this
**
I hear low whispers around me before I start slowly opening my eyes
"Lav?" I hear Angelo say
I sit up and nod my head and point to a water bottle
"Ohhh" he says grabbing it for me
I take a sip of it and set it down
I look around the room to see everyone staring at me with cautious looks
They think I'm gonna break again
"I'm sorry about that" I say looking down ashamed
I shouldn't have did all of that in front of them
"Lav can we talk?" Dante says
I finally look up to him and he looks at me with a sad look
I hesitantly nod my head
Angelo gives me a worried look but I give him a small reassuring smile
He gives me a small smile back and they all leave together
I pat the seat next to me for him to sit down
Neither of us say anything for a couple minutes
Before Dante looks at me
He's crying?
Gosh I'm a horrible person I made him cry why's he crying
"Dante wait what why-" I start
"No I'm so sorry I don't deserve for you to forgive me. and I know that I can't just say I'm sorry everything I've done was so horrible. I was disgusting I'm so very sorry love" he says with tears streaming down his face
I don't know what to say or do
I hesitantly bring my hand up to his face and I softly wipe his tears he gives me a sad look before he wraps his arms around me
"You know I can't just forgive you after everything Dante" I whisper
"I know" he whispers
"Do you wanna start over" I whisper to him
"I don't deserve another chance" he says
"You don't but I'm giving you one just give me time" I say softly
I feel tears swell in my eyes not letting them fall I lay my head on his shoulder
"There aren't any words for how sorry I am I was so horrible to you" he says
"I know" I say
We pull apart and stare at eachother for a couple seconds before Angelo comes bursting in with everyone else
"How long was I asleep" I ask
"Two days" Angelo says casually
I shoot up and stare at them all
"Two days?!" I say
"Why didn't one of you wake me up" I ask
"You really needed that sleep lav" Angelo says
I lay my head back down and begin to think
How much sorrow does one person deserve?
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—————————————————— I really hate this but it was rushed tell me what you think I love you guys 💗
