A Reason To Smile Again

Tine

Author: thank you so much to everyone for reading this story and waiting for next part.
This chapter is a long chapter....

Note: English is not my first language so please ignore any grammatical mistakes.

Next Day:

Tine's pov:

'Tine please promise you will continue to live your life... But Mom
Tine please promise me son please.... Yes Mom... We both will be okay mom... Mommmmmm'

Again i woke up with this nightmare. Sweat covered on my whole body. Unable to breathe. Fast heartbeat. Tears rolling over my cheeks. I relive that day everyday. Everyday i woke up in middle of night with this nightmares. I cry everyday. It was like daily routine of mine.

It all started with after my mom died in a car accident. At the time of accident i was with her but she covered my body that's why i got saved. But my mom she couldn't survive. But you know what no one knows that i was with my mom at the time of accident except my dad ,brother and my three friend knows about it. After accident i was in coma for 6 months . I didn't even knew that my mom died. Dad hide about me because he wanted me to recover without any media disturbance. People told me i should move on from everything but how could i move on when i was there and i saw everything with my own eyes . My mom lost her life because of me. I was in coma. No one could feel what i was feeling because no one knows about it. So i decided i will also not tell anyone about this.

But because of this nightmares i couldn't sleep , i told my doctor about it, he told me to go to therapist. Then i got to know that i am still suffering from trauma. I felt because of me everyone can get hurt so i distanced myself from everyone. I created wall between me and people. But my friends they didn't leave me and that's why i love them.

After reaching home I don't feel like it's my home. It was suffocating for me. It was lonely so i shifted myself from their to a small house which i brought from my own money. Actually that house was mom choice, she wanted to buy that house. So i wanted to surprise her by gifting that house. I remembered that i worked overtime for that house. I used to sing songs at different events. But before i could surprise her everything happened.

After 2 years i still couldn't sleep. I get nightmares everyday until the day i met HIM

SARAWAT..

My dad told me he wants me to get married to his friend's son. I wanted to reject his request but he said 'first time i am asking something from you' ,That was true he never asked anything from me. So i decided to meet him. When i entered in his room and saw his face my world stopped.

My heart was beating so fast, it was him , whom i met at the concert. I fell in love at first sight with him at the concert which i attended 2 years ago. He was busy in some meeting so i decided to wait for him but surprisingly i fell asleep. When i woke up i got to know that i slept for 4 hours. I was shocked after 2 years i slept peacefully. I told about it to my friend who is my therapist also and he told me i slept peacefully because i felt safe at there or you could say near him i felt safe and comfortable that's why i slept peacefully.