Theo Pov
Im in the school and were having a meeting btw im the school president and im studying in ateneo the meeting is so boring so i looked at my phone and its already 9 P.M i meed to go home and luckily the meeting is donemso i bid my good bye and went home
I opened the door and saw my mama and ates looking at me coldly "Bat late kana umuwi?" Mama asked me with a cold tone "K-kasi po may meeting kami and napahaba po kaya late na ako nakauwi" i said nervously "Anong klaseng palusot yan, aminin mo nalang na gumala ka kasama barkada mo!" Mama said ganyan naman sila palagi hindi ako pinapakinggan and palagi akong pinagkukumpara "T-totoo naman po sinasabi ko" she laughed sarcastically "Wala ka na ngang kwenta nag sisinungaling kapa, bakit ayaw mo gumaya sa ate jillian mo full scholarship sa NYU tapos nag tratrabaho pah, ikaw naman pabigat" yan nanaman tayo kay ate jillian, i just looked down"Alam mo bah palagi kong iniisip na sana ikaw nalang ang nawala kaysa kay jesse kasi kung kung ikaw ang nawala siguro masaya pa kami" after she said those words my tears are starting to fall down one by one
"Sana nga ako nalang yung nawala eh kaysa kay papa. Alam niyo poba araw-araw kong sinisisi yung sarili ko sa pag kawala ni papa at tama na po sa pag kukumpara alam kong hindi ko kagaya si ate jill pero yun lang po ba napapansin niyo sakin na wala akong kwenta? Mag gragraduate naman po akong cum laude ah hindi po ba kayo proud dun? Hindi paba enough sa inyo lahat ng sacrifices na ginawa ko para sa inyo? Pag may kaylangan kayo sakin binibigay ko agad sa inyo, pag may uutos kayo ginagawa ko agad lahat ng pinapagawa niyo ginagawa ko! Kahit ayaw ko mag doctor nag doctor parin ako kasi gsuto niyo eh ginawa ko yun kasi iniisip ko na siguro kahit papaano magiging proud na kayo Binigay ko na lahat sa inyo ni wala nga akong tinira para sa sarili ko eh! Tapos hindi pa pala yun worth it para maging proud kayo sakin ano bang kaylangan ko para maging proud kayo sakin? Please sabihin niyo na nag mamakaawa ako para magawa kona para kahit papaano maging proud kayo sakin!" I said while crying and kneeling infront of them and they were also crying "Bunso tumayo kana please?" Ate tricia pleased but i just shooked my head and keep kneeling"Please ma answer me para po magawa kona agad para papano maramdaman ko na maging proud ka sakin kahit ilang segundo lang po please!Alam mo bah ilang beses mo na dinurog ang puso ko pero ok lang as long as its you who breaks my heart you can break it anytime you want because its all yours its fine as long as its you." But she just stayed silent and keep crying i was getting angry "MA ANSWER MY FREAKING QUESTION!" They were startled because of my voice "Bunso please calm down please my love"" ate jill said i was getting tired so i stand up and went straight to my room and cried myself to sleep.
Its already morning so i stand up and did my morning routine, after doing my morning routine i went to the kitchen because im already hungry i saw someone cooking at the kitchen and it was Mama i think she felt my presence because she looke at me and smiled. Wow for the first time she smiled at me but i didnt smiled back "Okay Theo Jessie Robredo sinasabi ko sayo wag ka magiging marupok!" I said in my mind "Theo? Tara bunso kain tayo breakfast para sabay sabay tayo ng mga ate mo" she sais softly Sino toh? Anong magandang espirito sumapi dito? I just shrugged of my thoughts and followed her and i saw my ates sitting in the dinning table and smilling at me "Umm b-bakit po kayo nakangiti sakin?" I asked and they all stand up and went towards me and hugged me but i didn't hugged back "My Aki im so sorry for what i've done to you im sorry for being a bad mother and compared you to your siblings please forgive me i know that its not easy to forgive but im willing to wait and do everything just for your forgiveness. Please give mama a second chance?" She said while sobbing in my shoulder.
"Dont worry ma i forgive you please dont cry it breaks my heart seeing you cry" i said while wiping her cheeks we sit down and eat.
The End
Dapat tayong magpatawad dahil ito ang utos sa atin ng panginoon and if we forgive tayo pa ang may advantage dahil if we learn to accept and forgive,We learn to appreciate thing even better. Forgiveness allows you to let go of pain and give you the peace of mind you want.But give yourself time to heal its part of the process. Everything will be alright in time
