Let's Make It Romantic

CHAPTER 15

Sobrang kinakabahan ako ngayon kung alam niyo lang

Tapos na kaming kumain,nandito kami ngayon sa isang cabin,yong pinaka malawak na cabin dto,tambayan rin kase 'to

Nauna silang umupo,tapos kami ni Ate Ash nakatayo sa likod

" Sure kang kaya mo na ha,Handa ka bang harapin kung anong magiging reaction nila??Hindi lang si Bianca,kundi sa kanilang lahat,Higit kanino lalong lalo na kay Heart,Yumi" sinisigurado niyang ready ako

" Im nervous,But Im sure Ate..and im ready to face kung ano man magiging reaction nila,kung masampal man nila ako tatanggapin ko yon" I answered

Tumango tango siya bago bitawan ang kamay ko

" Upo na rin ako,kaya mo yan,bunso" she said bago umupo sa tabi ni Fatima

Dahan dahan akong lumapit sa kanila,Hindi na ako naupo

Huminga muna ako ng malalim at pumikit...It's now or never

" I i don't know how to start to be honest...But i want yyou guys to listen first,until i finish okay??Kung ano man magiging reaction niyo,i will accept it,You're free to slap me or hurt me,tatanggapin ko yon" pauna ko

" Okay,you're starting to scare me,babe" Coco said at bakas ang kaba sa mukha niya

" I am too,Im freakin scared" i agreed with her and im shaking now

After wala nang nagsalita,i gathered all my courage and strenght to speak

" Im guessing all of you already know what happened two years ago,and recently found out that i lost my memories,so i couldn't go back here with you" panimula ko

" I d-did lost it the first week i regained consiousness,B-but one time i had a long dream containing my memory,then nong nagising ako don bumalik lahat,lahat lahat ng memorya k-ko"

" Sobrang sakit,sobrang gulong gulo ako nn-non,andaming tanong sa utak ko,Bbut i choose to keep my mouth shut,hhindi ko sinabi kahit kanino na naaalala ko na lahat,because i thought makakabuti yon para sa'ting lahat"

Halos hindi ko alam kung paano huminga nang makita ko reaction nila,specially those three pretty ladies there

Fatima looks like she's in too much pain she clutch her chest

While Bianca Looks like I betrayed her,I couldn't stop my sobs when i saw Heart's face displayed an emotion like she doubted her whole worth

" I-im so sorry" tangi ko na lang nasambit at yumuko habang umiiyak

Wala akong narinig mula sa kanila kundi ang mahinang pag iyak,then narinig ko na lang ang malakas na pagsara ng pinto

When i looked up,wala na si Bianca sa upoan niya,kaya napa pikit na lang ako habang sunod sunod ang pagpatak ng luha ko

Tapos biglang may humawak sa kamay ko,kaya napa angat ulit ako ng tingin,it's ate Ash and Fatima

" Sundan mo siya,she needs your explanation" Ate Ash said

Tas si Fatima bigla akong niyakap

" I i c-can wait 'till it's my turn na,hhihintayin ko paliwanag mo,sa ngayon siya muna ookay?" She said between her sob while hugging me,and i hugged her back tightly

Pero bago ko sundan si Bianca,i slowly approach Heart who is painfully crying silently,i kneeled down infront of her tears forming in my eyes

When she turns her eyes to look at me,i can't help but feel crashed,The pain is too visible on her face