If only you never asked those meaningless questions. If only I could just simply make you disappear.
Right now would I be suffering like that? Would I think about you every time I wake up and every time I fall asleep?
Would I look for you in every single break?
Would my heart be about to explode every time I stepped into your house?
Would I spend all those tears just because I didn't get one single look from you?
I don't think I'll ever know, but what I do know is that no matter what you do, no matter what you say, I'll always be here waiting for you. Every year, every day, every hour, every second. Even if you never change your mind, I'll never change mine either.
That's what hurts me the most. Knowing that whatever you do, even the silliest things, my heart will always beat for you.
Your existence hurts me.
-S
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PoetrySo here is a poem i wrote around a year abt my second love. Hope yall like it or relate to it
