chapter 19

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Shiza was standing in front of her grandma door

She is thinking whether to knock or not
After gathering her courage she finally knocked on the door

"ander aa jao shiza "she went inside to see her grandmother reading a "Quran shareef" it's her habit to read it early morning and at night after her grandad demise her grandmother devoted herself in front of allah
( come inside Shira) 

She went towards her and sat down beside her

Her grandma closed the holy book kissing on top of it she placed it on the night stand

Shiza keenly observed her grandmother

Safeena begum pulled shiza towards her Back facing her she freed her hair from the tight bun and started to massage her hair

"pta h tumhe kbhi iski aadat nhii h "her grandmother said to her
(I know you don't have habit  of this ) 

"nhi dadijaan aap mere baal chhu skti h "she meekly said she isn't close with anyone other than her cousin not even her mother
(no grandama you can touch my hairs) 

"mai balo ki baat nhi shahveer ki baat kr rhi hu , mujhe pta h ki tum kbhi bolti nhi iska ye mtlb nhi ki tum shahveer ko pasand krti ho , ye zimedariya tum pr zabardasti thopi gyi h " her grandma said
(I am not talking about hairs I am talking about shahveer I know you never liked shahveer and this responsibilities are forced upon you)    

"agar aap sb jaanti h to kyu nhi rok deti in sb ko" she said with continuously tears flowing from her eyes
(if you know everything then why don't you stop this) 

"Nhi meri bachhi mai chah kr bhi aisa nhi kr skti aur agr maine aisa kuch krne ka socha bhi to shahveer hmm sbko jaan se maar dega "
(no my love I can't do anything even if I want to if we even think doing so like that he will kill us)  

"tumne uski junooniyat ki hadh abhi dekhi nhi h aur na hi tum use majboor karo " her eyes grimmed with dry tears
(you haven't seen his obsession so don't force him to show you) 

"Dadijaan aap ekbar kehkar to dekhe aap ghr ki bdhi h sb aapki baat sunte h"
(please grandma try for once they listen to me you )

"nhi kr skti tumhe pta h jb tum paida hui thi to sbse pehle shahveer ne tumhe godh me uthaya tha usne tumhe bachpan me kbhi kisi gair ke sath nhii khelne deta tha , jb tum schl me thi tb usne anginat ldhko ko maara h, usse zara bhi bardasht nhii hota tha ki tumhe koi aur chuye"

(I can't you know when you were born he was first to take you into his arm's,  he never let you play with other kids, you don't know how many boys he had beaten when you were in school )

"isliye hmne faisala kiya tha ke hm ko London uske nana ke Pass bhej denge further studies ke liya, lekin hamari baat nhi maan rha tha phir usne tumhare Dadajan Se kaha tha ke wo sirf ek shart pr London jayega "
(then we thought we would send him to London to his grandfather but he wasn't ready to listen
He put a condition before he goes to London he wanted to marry you)

"konsi shart dadijan " she asked looking at her like a child
(which condition)

"yhi ke tumhara nikkha usse kr diya jaye tumhare abbu aur Tata abbu fauran uski baat maan gye tumhare abbu kbhi apni betiyon ko dusre ghr ruksat nhi krna chahte the
( He wanted to marry you your dad and uncle instantly said yes as they don't wanted to send you to others house)


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