2012 when I first find out about creepypastas I remembered always having this weird panicking feeling every single day of my life to the point i wouldn't eat at all I was about 99 pounds most of my life anyways so I never thought anything of if but nowadays I'm gaining weight non stop. Weird af
2013; was the worst year for me because it was my 1st year of fully understanding everything about them and I would always hear whispers and random people outside of my house and I would jokely say its a creepypasta stalking me. And that's whenever I would have weird visions of someone else's life but it was mine in many other directions. Just to find out it was approved that it was my life always in Most creepypastas lives like I was the one to make them the way they were. And I kept getting paranoid about EVERY single day the weird thing is I only know of 4 creepypastas which are * Jeff the killer, laughing jack ,BEN, Jane the killer,* but I magically knew all of them and still have no memories of how I know of all of them. It freaked me out so badly to the point I'd self harm myself just to feel something for once. It was weird seeing all of the lives of them. And at the same time somehow finding out about them all at once. It was too overwhelming it is to this day. I never wanted to be this way
2014-2016 : there's only two years I hated completely to the point I don't even want to tell anyone of it . 2014-2016. Need I say it every creepypasta I even knew of just went at me like a deer in headlights. I couldn't do shit doesn't help no one would help me nor believe me Bruh so many shit happening non stop. All because of my stupid provoking of masky and creepypastas period just to see if I could actually make them come after me like every stupid 12-14 year old would. I just basically was seeing if they were real because I truly believed in them and wanted to prove the fact they were as I was having my doubts. Need I say it I shouldn't have done that to myself. I reject everything yet I gotta admit sometimes the memories are hilarious but it still makes me traumatized to this day. It was to the point I thought I was hallactioning. It felt like a fucking horror movie of my own demise and sanity. Funny how I lost my sanity in 2012 thanks to slender shit. Anyways this is going to be very long lol
~first experience I started noticing everything was out of place even my reality. It felt like I was watching everything from a third person view. Doesn't help I'd always see slender shit outside my window in the same place at all times at that cursed childhood house. Need I say it I'm glad it's destroyed. He would watch me non stop in that one spot under a street light. I always thought I was hallactioning until I asked my friend *do you see what I see outside the window* she said yes what the hell is that . My parents never seen it. My sister never did but my friends yes. So everyone thought I was just going insane. Once I heard of him is when he started to watch me constantly he stopped in 2019 all the way to fucking 2012-2019 2019 was a different house too the fucker was in my room watching me... With nothing but a blank stare. But once I laughed at him for still watching me to this point he actually left for the first time ever. In 2019 December 2 I tried to drown myself because I wanted everything to stop. The voices. The cps, everything I stopped because I saw a vision of slender shit and he told me * stop child you're the only hope of saving the creepypasta population. You're the chosen one* and my body made itself get out completely and went into my room and then I blacked out and remember nothing of that so called night and yes I don't believe it happened to me either. Why am I the chosen one? I don't believe I am but anyways I think he said that just to discact me it's to the point nowadays i can't even tell what's real or not I don't even believe 2016 even happened anymore. But I gotta say I changed drastically all these years after all this shit happened and I wanted say for the good either. And yes I'm sure there's people out there who don't believe in anything I say but do I care. No because if an 19 year old that's had creepypasta experiences since 2012 which means when I was 10 doesn't change your mind then shit. I can't anyways. I'm used to it though so it doesn't matter nor bother me like it used too 2014 was mostly just gaming pastas fucking with me
2019: when I went to a puddle of mudd Muddfest Concert series I started hearing a woman's voice on my head telling me she's Jane Richardson and wanted to fuck and I said who's jane Richardson? No response Apparently she's had her eyes on me since 2016 no surprise there for me. Saliva was the band who also performing there and was selling this album and I noticed something. I don't think it's a confidence either if you zoom in there album Jane's face is seen clearly on there. Changing colors and everything else with her eyes along x'ed out. And the fact it was the day I bought the tickets for the concert. July 6 2019 was the date. And Jane got her way with me and . The fact that zero found me on the same year. And I didn't know who she was either until I found out. Zero left after I saw who she was. 2016 zero put her sledgehammer under my bed with blood stains on it so I think she's the one who probably told Jane Richardson about me. Apparently her wife and her got divorced years ago. But I still don't know why she wanted me and zero at the same time. Why did zero want me? I have no clue believe me I want to know as well. That's why 2019 feels like a fever dream to me. It's still hard to believe all this shit happened and I'm sure it's cause of the concert
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The reason why there isn't more years is cause for some reason they were more chiller other years but those listed. I'm guessing cause I learnt more of them and thy got pissed. But it doesn't make sense towards zero and Jane Richardson I didn't know who they were until it happened towards me. I'm guessing they wanted me to know of them
Forgot to mention 2017 was full of ticci Toby and Jason the toymaker experiences with a hint of laughing jack . In 2016-2017 laughing jack was trying to get in my pants. October he did then magically disappeared. He had no face when I saw him which was very fucking weird almost like he wanted me not to notice him. But I can confirm he's 8 feet tall. I'm 5 ft 5 so I don't remember the rest because when it happened I blacked out on most of it. All I remember was me seeing him and him leading me to somewhere after giving me a lollipop and fucking me with it. Yes I know tmi but . It was weird af and I still have dreams that would repeat over and over of me getting either fucked by laughing jack or Jason the toymaker or just candy pop. If it isn't that it's no dreams at all. I'm guessing because I'm a coulrophiliac so they think they have a better chance at managing me for information. Which isn't always true if I don't want you I won't allow it so sorry lol. Ticci Toby also wanted it in 2017 and kept obsessing over me to the point of my friends or family to magically get hurt mentally or physically. The circus freaks barely.
