this sinking feeling makes me want to scream,
you're so close but you're still too far to touch.
pathetic, I'll regret it- you're a dream,
but if you ask, "I don't like you that much."
a lie, I want you- you're so very sweet,
make up your mind! what words should I vomit?
maybe I'll dress up all pretty and neat,
but I won't say all the words I promised.
a truth, but I wish that it was a lie,
and what can I do? maybe take a nap?
but the way you look at me, how could I?
how could I not love you- your heart's a trap.
keep looking at me, your eyes burning blue,
I'll melt in your fire, I'll drown in the hue.
