SAVE ME

chapter 2

I smilled as the blood kept dripping from my thight it felt so good it is honestly the only time i feel like i can feel geniune happiness and peace since i have control over what is happening. I kept thinking about my childhood where everything started. I always wanted to end my life ever since i was around ten the constant bullying from my classmates, the feeling of being a disappointment for my father , the toxic relationship between my mom and dad everything was to much for a young girl who have no idea how the world worked.

my parents got married when they were very young mom was 16 and my dad was 20. I am a first born in the family and there are two other after me with my little brother being 12 years old and my little sister being 7 years old. I have always felt suffocated in my families house the constant argument between my immature parents, the physical abuse from my dad was a constant headache for me I was constantly on the edges not knowing when things will piss off my parents specially my dad since he was very aggressive. He always wanted me to excell ony studies since he thought with out education a girls life is as good as a broken glass. so I was extremely anxious about my grades. Ever since I started school at the age of 4 the disappointment on his face when I get less than he expected and the physical abuse I used to endure was extreme for my young age.

knock knock "im coming " I said being interrupted from my thought. I rushed trying to put every evidence of my self harm away trying to act as if I wasn't going to mutilate my self minutes ago. " Ellen what the hel is taking you so long" yelled my one and only best friend Linda. "I'm coming just a minute" I said breathlessly. I rushed to the door to open it and there was the most beautiful girl I ever thought existed in front of me her dark chocolate skin shining from the light outside making her look like an angel. she was wearing a short black dress showing every curve of her body which I was always jealous of since I was as thick as a stick. "finally girl I was melting out here" she said as I rolled my eyes of her being overly dramatic. " of course my apologies my princess " I said sarcastically.
"by the way why are you dressed like this I thought we will be chilling inside and have our girl talk" I asked. " Huh you wish! we are going to this new cute coffee shop that opened last week and I want you to meet some hot men since you have lost the capability to find someone to de flower you. so I take that as my responsibility to help you" she replied wiggling her eyebrows . I sighed tiredly already knowing there is no esscape from her. The day was taking so Long and now I have to go to some Cafe just so I can please my friend. "OK but I'm not paying!" I exclaimed. " yessssssss gurl" she replied happily.

1hour 1 latter

Boom ! screaming was all I heard as the place was filled with dust and smoke.I felt a piercing pain in head everything was happening so fast with every passing minute my consciousness started slipping and its finally happening my years of praying to be dead. I was feeling light and numb and the last thing I heard was a very strong arm hugging me saying words I can't make up then it was all dark.