Catch the Rainbow

Somebody Cared

-artist note- Don't forget to play the song above....it's strangely accurate on how I feel and what I still now about my sister.....—-Alice

Somebody finally said "I love You"

Somebody said they care

Somebody opened up

somebody didn't have nightmares the night I slept next to them

and one said  they miss me

somebody said sometimes I am in their dreams

and it hurts when I'm not around

I don't want to die

I can be happy

somebody can feel me

somebody got so close they are inside my heart, for they have touched my soul.

somebody told me she loves me forever and always

somebody cares

and she will be there

until everything is gone

She will always be with me and by my side

She loves me

and makes me believe I can be happy

I want to be alive

and she tells me things that comfort me to hear

she treats me like i am simply me.

She tells me that she loves me

she tells me that she cares

she tells me that she misses me

she tells me that she loves me

She tells.

Somebody told me everything will be alright

somebody truly cares and lets me feel comfortable

She.....never wants to lose me

She does tell me

She looks at me with eyes full of love and tells me she wants me in her life always

I am not worthless

somebody is always by my side

Somebody cares for me just as much as I care about her

Countless times we have stayed up all night

we have held each other

cried together

and fell asleep cause we felt safe

I know that when I sleep she is caring about me and watching over

And when I wake she brings a smile to my face

The greatest feeling

is unconditional love

it can be romantic

it can be friendly

and it can be pure and beautiful

as the most powerful bond two sisters could ever have

I thought that nobody would ever say these things

i thought that nobody would care about me

and yet i know what beauty is

I have strong positive love in my life

from a beautiful wee butterfli that flew into my angel's heart

and made me believe love was not a myth

and filled a hole in my heart

that could only be filled by a sister's love

I will never be alone

i will never die alone

I can walk with strength

and even be docile

because of my baby sister

  For Maggi...forever my Best friend and Sister

-From Alice- I wrote this poem several years ago about the strongest relationship I have had with another person(my Sister) since my wife passed away. Unfortunately I have done terrible awful things in our relationship and basically broke our relationship. I said and did some very very awful things and I only have two real wishes....above all I want her to have a happy fulfilling life full of love and joy, secondly I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me. And one day.....although I barely dare to hope....I hope one day maybe we can build our relationship back to where it once was and make it stronger and better. I do not know and am not sure I deserve that. So, the only thing I truly want the most is for her to finally be happy, joyful, taken care of, and safe. I love you Baby sissy and I'm praying every night that you have these things and are happy. I love you.