chapter 6

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the both of us look at each other, confused about what just happened. my lips curled up to smile, and began to laugh and so he did too

"damn, we just got busted!" i said between my laughs and he agreed with that and wiped some tears from his eyes

"welp, can't just leave this hanging" he showed the snacks and i made an excited face

he began to lead the way to someplace where we could eat them










we sat on a bench in a park and it was empty so a perfect spot for us but it doesn't matter whether there are people there, it was not like i want to be alone with him

"here's for y/n and me" he gave me one of the chips bags in a childish way as he always does

"thanks.." still kinda awkward after all that happened but it was alright i guess

we just eat in silence now since both of us seem weirded out by the past event. it's kinda rare for him to do that but i've seen that side of him before










"i'm sorry"

i look to kokichi and surprise that he breaks the ice with an apology

"for what?"

"everything, even just now and before too.." he mumbled the last part but i could still hear him though

i faced the other way and try to stay calm because i don't really like to bring up the old stuff, i mean who wouldn't when is something that made you sad?

"can i... ask you why...you did that?" i look at him and my heart felt so open right now but i'm not sure how would i feel with his answer

"that's... i-i'm sorry i... can't tell you yet" i can see that he felt so bad that i want to try to understand him but i'm so scared...

"yeah, figured it" i stand up and grab my things. he was surprised that he asked me to stay longer

after that, i just keep looking down and try to walk away but he grabbed my wrist. i turn back full of sadness that the water in my eyes fell

"w-why...are you asking me to stay now...when you left me so easily..?" his eyes widened and i let go of his grip and ran away










i climbed upstairs where my room is and rest my head at the edge of my bed. crying and letting my emotion through it

'why do i have to cry? i don't care about him and his reasons anymore. what do i actually want?'

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