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𝐒𝐀𝐘'𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 𝐊𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐂𝐓. 𝟏𝟓. 22 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐱
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" saysay I may have found you another job since you be so depressed from your other one my mother saying as we sitting in the kitchen cooking tacos i kinda rolled my eyes of the thought of a new job because how my current job is draining me
" mom what is the job anything without standing or having to be inna space with multiple people i hate being in room with people bunched up like it blows me literally they so disrespectful I said finishing the seasoning part of the tacos
" I know this that's why I got you a new job well it's only if you allow it but I have my godson he looking for a babysitter and you love babies it's only one tho he pay 24k -30k depends on the hours you working the baby is very good baby my mom said making me a lil convinced because the pay but im not finna sell my who life away for that I thought
" ok I will do that alongs I have Saturdays and Sundays off I want to be able to Chill some days and not be with a baby you know I told her making her nod her head " saysay he on his way over here you can take that up with him girl I just know his very understandable person so just talk to him my mom said walking off
And I just start thinking because what if this not what I want because I don't know this person but my mom does she is very known person and great business women that's how everyone knows her and I don't meet everybody she brings around or click with any of them because I'm very quiet person and like being alone
Because I've be alone my whole life I'm the only child on both sides been spoiled from both sides so I just like being alone sometimes but it gets boring because I only have 1 close friend .
I'm only use to her I can only be myself around her and my mom my personality comes out around people I know and that's what made people always look at me like I was weird because I was always so quiet .
I was viewed as the girl with rich parents but I was ugly and weird and other people eyes i was bullied for having long hair they called me a white girl because my hair was long people will always say something mean to me for nothing
I could start speaking to people and they would just walk away from me or look at me crazy which is crazy to me they will mess with me so much til the point I had to get put in online school instead of being in person
I never clicked with other people which is okay now and I've accepted that now I'm 19 now but Im not a nice person like how I once was I've came to senses with that and that's okay to not everybody need to get that nice side of you .
