An illusive soul

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Longing for the presence when the peace offered is allowed in. Wanting to understand the depths within oneself when the restlessness found both in body and mind are present. What light does this soul offer? Finding it during the calm that seldom presents itself in the mind of chaos and grasps at the chance that is still nearly impossible to hold
Longing to crash into the stability I can only pretend will find me
and decide the suffering must end.
The soul that lives regardless if I exist or die
Requires a patience that does not exist within me
Fighting demons and with each victory proving my soul longs
for my mind to collide with a force so detrimental to the darkness I am fiinally confronting the need to understanding that life will
end as it does for all
accepting this does not bring peace to what is kept buried deep within
recognizing that all can be lost
awakens me to a world in which I realize the need to determine
my fait alone will be without choice if I continue to neglect this one life

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