Your Love Enlighten Me

Healing Myself

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There was no progress in her. She stayed in her room. She was dealing with regression that she betrayed Samrat if she hadn't done that she would be living with him happily.

She has made a habit of talking with Samrat. Every time she remembered his last words and then chat with him tell him her feelings ask for forgiveness from him. She knows that a photo can't reply but her heart find it soothing so she did this.

P: samrat tumne bahut acha Kiya mujhe chordiya.....Tum Meri jaisi larki deserve hi nahi karte the.....lekin mujhe yeh samajh nahi araha....akhir Mai Kyu tumse jurti ja Rahi ho.....Chand lamho ka rishta tha lekin aisa lagta hai jaise janmo ka Bandhan ho tumse......I wish Mai ek bar Mafi mang pati tumse

She was lost in herself when her door was knocked Neha came inside

N: pakhi

P: Neha tum

N: pakhi Kya Hal bana Liya hai tumne apna....kab tak chale ga aise

P: tumhe aai baba ne Bheja hai na.....mujhe koi bat nahi karni

N: kab tak....kab tak Apne AP se aise bhago gi.....pakhi tujhe Kya hogaya hai....agar ek insan ne tumhare sath Galat Kiya toh iska Matlab yeh thori hai ki Tum Zindagi Jeena chordogi

P: Kya karu Mai.....yeh Zindagi ek bojh lagne lagi hai mujhe....aisa lagta hai jaise sari khushiya ek pal Mai cheen gayi

N: pakhi Tum us insan ke liye apni Zindagi barbad kar Rahi ho jise tumse koi Matlab nahi....Zara ek bar uske bare Mai socho Jo tumhari khushi Chahta tha.....Kisi keliye nahi toh uske liye hi ek bar phirse Zindagi Jeena shuru kardo

P: Neha mujhe dar lgata hai ab.....agar phir raste Mai dhoka Mila toh

N: is dar se Jeena toh nahi chor sakte na..... Zindagi toh guzarni hai......Isley ab Tum phirse jiyogi woh phele wali pakhi banogi....ek bar koshish toh karo.....Sirf Samrat keliye ek bar koshish karo.....purani pakhi ka ek maqsad tha jeene ka.....Tum phir ek Naya maqsad dhundo aur dubara Jeena shuru karo......bolo karogi na

Pakhi think for a while and then replied

P: Tum Sahi keh Rahi ho......Mai phir se Jiyo gi aur woh purani wali pakhi banogi

N: yeh hui na bat

They chit chat for a while pakhi felt light hearted and then Neha left. Pakhi thought what to do that will give her happiness and after thinking for a long time she got a way

P: yes ......Mai apni studies ko Kyu na use karu.....jab computer Mai parhayi ki hai toh usi ko use Karti ho na.....aur Kuch productive Karti ho.....jaise cyber cell.....yes.....Mai army join karungi as a cyber specialist.....lekin uske liye exam Dena parega aur exam keliye parhayi......koi nahi Mai woh sab Karne keliye tayar ho.....Kal ki subha ek nayi pakhi ko Janam degi

She open her laptop and do enough research that was necessary

P: oh no.....army keliye Jo exam Dena hai woh toh 2 mahine Mai hai aur uska course itna Sara hai.....nahi Mai har nahi man sakti.....2 mahine hai na toh isi Mai khud ko prove karungi ke agar patralekha mohitepatil apni par ajae toh sab kar sakti hai

She took his photo

P: Samrat Tum Meri khushi Chahte the na ....ab Mai tumhari khushi keliye khud ko ek mauka de Rahi ho....bas is safar Mai Sath rehna

She informed her parents about her plan and they were very happy as she finally decide to move on. They were ready to support her and encourage her. She slept after spending quality time with her family.