The Entertainment Circle is Mine [MTL]

76-80

Chapter 76:

As a kid, he never understood why his father didn't like him no matter what he did.

I will be very obedient, not noisy, no crying, eat very few meals, do not snacks and toys, and do not want you to hug. I can take care of myself and grow up well.

I just think, you don't hate me.

Just want to get your response when I call "Daddy".

But never.

He was always greeted with punches and insults. He scolded him as a bitch-breed dog mongrel, scolded him as a lost money broom star, and even wanted to kill him when he was just born.

Cen Feng also grew up a few years old, and he probably knew his origins from his drunken cursing and neighbourhood's discussion.

He was a laid-back boy and a child born in a hairdressing girl from a foreign country. After the mother he had never seen was pregnant with him, it was said that he had thought of marrying his father and settled down.

The father who had no job to eat and waited for the death had the idea of ​​a good life for the first time, borrowing a lot of money to get married, but the mother threw him in the hospital and fled the town the night he gave birth.

Before he left, he took away the money he was going to use to get married, and he had nothing left.

When he played an overnight card and returned home, a man who didn't even know that his child was born returned nothing.

Only one baby who can only cry is left.

At that time, he really intended to strangle the child. He couldn't even support himself, and the borrowed money was taken away by the woman. This child was a burden to him.

It was only when the action was taken that the nurse discovered it.

The nurse called the police, and the police took the person to the police station for strict warning and education. If the child died, he committed the crime of intentional homicide. The neighbors in the neighborhood and the police station of the neighborhood committee supervised him not to discard the injured baby, so he had to live with the oil bottle.

When he started to think, Cen Feng always thought, on that day, in that dark corridor, why can't he move faster, hide deeper, and strangle himself before the nurse stops the alarm?

Why should he survive?

If it died at that time, how nice.

He had never seen this world with his eyes open, and even if he died, there would be no memory and sadness.

He always felt that he was here to suffer in this life.

I was naively expecting my father's love at first, and then I just hoped not to be beaten, because it hurts so much. I thought about it later, just alive.

But in the end, he couldn't even live.

No one knew that he had longed for the light.

It all ended that summer, he walked away with a smile.

Before closing your eyes, make a wish to God, if there is an afterlife, willing to turn into a stone, into a wind, as long as it is not a person, everything is good.

As a result, he opened his eyes again, he was still him, the one he was ten years ago.

Ridiculously laughable.

He always felt that God was playing him. He hides all the softness, hides the sunny side, and uses the cold thorns to silently resist the sky play.

Even if you encounter warm light, you can't believe it will truly belong to you. Hope that the feeling of being broken again and again, he did not want to experience it again.