Deja POV
Its been almost 4 weeks since yall have heard from meLast time was at Rome's birthday party
since then me and Isaiah have been tryna work through the situation with his baby momma
and its been tough but Im in love with that man I don't think imma ever leave him
and thats me being dead honest
Today Im actually gonna meet this baby momma
Isaiah says she aint like them toxic baby mommas these days
I brushed through my hair one more time before meeting Isaiah in the car
"You ready?"He asked holding my hand
I nodded and he pulled out my driveway
we drove to waffle house and went in
I looked around for the girl and we spotted her at a table with Heaven
We walked over and Izzy began formally introducing us
"wassup Clarissa, this my wife Deja, Deja this is Heaven"He said picking her up
"Nice to meet you Deja"She said smiling
"You too"I replied sitting down
we sat and ordered some food
and Heaven wanted to run around so Izzy took her around the place leaving me and Clarissa
It was silent for a bit till she spoke up
"Im sorry for what happened I had no idea he had a wife"She said
"Its fine I know you didnt he was just a fucking idiot"I replied sipping my drink
"Yhh I know right, just to assure you I dont have any feelings towards Him at all we only speak regarding Heaven"
"She's beautiful, its shit cos I wanted to be the first one to give him a baby"I said feeling myself getting emotional
"You know men they always want the first to be a boy you can still give him that"She said tryna make me feel better
Yh she might be right but it aint the same
For the rest of the time I ended up playing with heaven and we was all just talking bout other shit
I feel like once we went our separate ways I felt a lot better about the situation ion how to describe it
Izzy pulled up into my drive way and turned off the engine
we just sat and looked at each other
" How did it go wit you and Clarissa?"He asked holding my hand
"Um it was okay awkward at first, Heaven is beautiful she looks just like you"I said to him
"I know it's crazy to me she even here"He responded looking outside