In a room of thousand people I feel lost and alone.
I wish to disappear forever
I wish to be alone
I keep repeating such words only to be left with this emptiness inside of me.
I have this burning desire to destroy everything and everyone but I know I am incapable of such things for I am bond by my care for them and my hope for a change. I can't break free and I keep hurting no one but only myself.
Please teach me how to stop.
