FW: ABUSE AND SELF HARM
The Brunette was devastated at the results of his test, it was.. Well.. Very low. By just looking at the paper he knew what was going to happen.. His Father, his cold, Father. His father would usually scold him when he gets a low score in his tests, he acts very cold towards the brunette. He sighed, putting the paper in his bag. Completely zoned out
"hey! What score did you get?" his new friend Kyle said to him "oh.. I got 19/30." he sighed once again "my father will kill me if he sees that." the brunette added, the brown-ish haired boy looked at him, looking concered. "hey thats a high score! Atleast you passed." He said "i-i know but for my father.. It's a fail." Felix said. "it's okay! I'm sure he wouldn't do anything bad to you." Kyle said, Felix added a fake smile even though he knew he fucked up.
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Felix went home, unstable breathing and nervousness. He wasnt ready to show his dad the papers. He finally opened the doornob and saw his father on the couch looking stressed. "F-Father? My test papers are here.. " Felix added, his hands were shaking as he was passing the paper to his Father, His father took a look at it his eyes were mixed with anger and shock. "I-Im sorry if i-i didnt pass-"
"YOU DISGRACE!" Felix flinched, eyes widening when his Father said that. Holding his tears trying to cry infront of his father. "WE DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU IN THIS IS HOUSE YET YOU STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO YOUR TEST PROPERLY!? I TEACHED YOU EVERYTHING TO SUCCESS BUT IT NEVER WORKED, YOU ALWAYS PUT ATTENTION TO THAT DAMN PHONE AND NOT YOUR STUDIES!" His father yelled at him. "B-But Fathe-" Before Felix could speak his father slapped him hard at the face. Felix screamed in fear as he was holding his cheek, crying in pain. "I DON'T WANNA SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN YOU MISTAKE."
Felix, it was his worst day hearing that from his father. He ran to his room, crying loudly
loud whimpers were heard in their parents room. But suddenly his mother knocked on the door "Honey?.. I heard what happened.. Please open the door.." his mother tried to sound calming so his son can open the door. But luckily the doornob twisted, Felix peeked who it was and quickly hugged his mother. Letting his sadness out on his mother "it's okay Honey, you tried your best.." His mother caressed his back while he was whimpering.
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Another day of college, he started to hate it. He wore a hoodie so the people couldn't see his scars and a bandage on his cheek because of the cut. Felix was uncomfortable, He was traumatized the day before, he didn't want to talk to anyone. He was really quiet at that day while just listening to chill songs.
His friend Kean and Kyle knew and tried to cheer him up but it never worked, he wanted love from his father. atleast a hug or a sorry from his father, he kept wishing day by day it would happen. But it didnt
"are you okay Felix?"
"Jeycee.. I'm fine, dont worry."
"I heard what happened, but here I bought you food.. It's your favorite right?" he let out a soft smile.
Felix blushed, "Yes, thank you."
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