finney blake x y/n yamada

" your not the same "

" but we're glad you are ! " finney says smiling
i smile

there's like 5 seconds of awkward silence

" shouldn't you be resting ? " finney says
" yeah you literally almost died " robin says
" thanks i wasn't aware of that " i say jokingly

he looks at finney
" no need to be such a bitch " robin says scoffing
" i was just joking geez.. " i say
" sure and you were probably " joking " while bullying finney right ? " robin says

" you know what robin ? " i say
" what y/n ? ! " he says
" i hate you " " your so fucking dumb ! " i say

" and what you think that hurts me ? " " i don't care ! " robin says
" your probably gonna have to sit alone at lunch or even hide in the restrooms because your gonna be all alone " he says

i scoff

" and i actually thought for a split second we could be friends again like in 7th grade " i say
i look at finney and then start to walk into a different isle

i hear finney and robin arguing but in a whispering way

i grab my bags of lemon lays and walk up to the cash register
" hey " the lady at the counter says
" hi " i say back

as she's scanning the lays she asks
" how's your day been little lady ? "

i look at how much it's gonna cost
" shitty " i say dropping a dollar on the counter and starting to walk out

i open the bag and start to walk home while eating my lays

" y/n wait " i hear some yell from behind me
i stop walking and turn around

i see finney and robin running towards me
great what do they want now ?

" oh my god what? " i say starting to walk again
" wait ! please can we talk " finney yells
" No " i say
" y/n robins sorry and so am i " finney says

" just leave me alone please " i say
" but- " finneys cut off by robin grabbing my hand and i drop my bag of lays

i turn around
i look at my dropped bag of lays and then
robin and finney
" holy shit ! " i slightly yell
" see what happens when your around me ? bad shit happens, so just stay away from me " " you too finney " i say walking away

" assholes " i say under my breath
i stop walking and turn around

" that was the last time i'm ever trying to apologize to either of you EVER " i say

" your such asshole and your so pathetic that you hold shit against me while i continue to apologize over and over again and i'm tried of it " " i dont know either of you from this day on, so don't look at me, think about me, talk about me, talk to me, or even try and sit next to me " i say looking at both of them

then i turn around and start to walk home

a few minutes later i walk into my front door
" y/n what hap- " i cut bruce off by walking straight into my room and shutting the door

i fall onto my bed and slowly fall asleep

4 day skip —————————————————————-

for these past 4 days i haven't looked or talked to finney and robin

they haven't tried either
which is good because i don't want them too

robin was right though
i am sitting in the bathroom at lunch
walking threw the halls faster
being late to class

" your not the same " bruce says to me as i walk into the front door

" what ? " i say
" your different, what happened y/n ? " he asks
i look at bruce and then walk straight into my room

nothings happening
and nothings happened

i fall straight on my bed and pass out
i wake up to light flashing in my face
" what the hell " i say putting my hands on the flashlight and holding it down

i sit up
" finney ? " " robin ? " i say rubbing my eyes
" what the fuck- what time is it " i say looking around the room
" it's 1:23 am " finney says
" am ? what the fuck are you guys doing in my house " i ask

" we need to talk to you " finney says
i get out of my bed
" oh yeah let's just talk at 1 in the fucking morning " i say

i look at robin and then finny and then robin again
"wait..how did you guys get in here?" i say with a worried expression appearing on my face
finny looks at robin
"i um- we um- your window was unlocked" robin says
i get up and back away from them
"so-so what you guys decided to come into my room at 1 in the fucking morning you crazy ass psychos!" i say slightly yelling
robin runs up to me and covers my mouth
"shut the fuck up y/n" robin says
" your brothers gonna hear" he says
i push him off me
" i hope he does and he kicks your fucking ass" i say
"matter of fact i'll do it my self" i say walking over to them
i punch robin in the face
and i look at finny but i just can't punch him
he makes me so mad
but i just can't
" get the fuck out now! " i say whispering
they quickly jump out of the window and start running home
i close it

the lights in my room turn on
" what are you doing y/n?" i hear from behind me
i quickly turn around and see bruce rubbing his eyes
"i- i um- i was just getting some fresh air" i say awkwardly
" go to sleep you'll get air tomorrow" he says
" your right.. goodnight asshole" i say flipping him off and getting back into bed
"i'm not an asshole, goodnight" he says turning my lights off and closing my door

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BOOM
it's been months, but here i am
it's not that good cause schools been kicking my ass
but it's something!!