I am so tired.
The spirals are getting deeper. I can't. I can't stop them. I can't control them. I can't even grasp them. Most of the time I can't even understand them. I just want to rip my brain out. I give myself a headache. I can't even be present in the moment anymore. All I think about is worst case scenario. Music doesn't even help. I'm writing this while listening to music but it hasn't helped in weeks. I feel like everything is falling apart, but I'm watching it be fine. And now suddenly it isn't. But I guess it hasn't been fine in a while.
I don't even think I'm fine anymore.
I'm just tired.
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Sunflower Child in Black and White
PoetryNo description, these don't fit together. I just want one person to tell me these aren't awful. It won't be uploaded regularly. I go through blocks a lot so they don't come out regularly.
