Hi! My name is Nada, but online id like to be called willow / will! :) I can not reveal my age or any more info but one thing- my birthday is on the 5th of October. I have 2 cats !! I love them alot , anyways , let's get onto my sadness because thats the reason of this lovely book!
At school, im a really nice girl who just wants a friend . My best friend (L) is the best tbh other than my online friend George ! And fruit salad, they were my best group. I have an ex friend named H. I told her crushes that she liked them. She has touched me weirdly before without consent at certain times without warning me.
Once we were watching a play at our school and she started touching me weirdly and there was a teacher behind us, she was doing that to me under her jacket. If I said a word the teacher would get me in trouble. Which I would not enjoy :)
Once I was trying to fall asleep on a school trip and she went on my bunk and starting touching my private parts. I acted asleep because I didn't want to wake the others in the room. I didn't mention it to her really. If I said something else I probably was too scared to admit the truth.
The real reason I'm not allowed Tiktok , Discord or Snapchat is because I was talking to her on those apps and my mother dislikes her (as she should) and doesn't want me to communicate with her at all! I would always get mad at my parents for this but they were in the right. They always warned me that she would leave me hurt in the end and that's what she did. All that defending I did for her all for it to just be false. :)
I'm a fool! Everyone knows that !!!! Anyways she is hogging up this diary so onto the next topic - my table in English- i sit with all the boys , but I didn't choose this! I was helping my teacher with the classroom and by the time I got to class everyone had taken a seat and I had one choice, the boyzzz 🥶🤬😎 table . And now they are making sexual jokes aimed at me and my parts :(
They all stare at me sometimes when they make sexual jokes cuz they know I understand. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE !? Haha its okay!!
And the last part for now. IM SORRY TO MY FAMILY! my parents will never read this but I'm so sorry to them. They have provided me so much , they were always trying to protect me from all the bad things in the world and I didn't appreciate them. They deserve the best daughter in the world because I know they'll be leaving this world soon because nobody stays in this world forever! They love me so so much and I love them too ! They just deserve the world because they love me and try to keep me safe and happy and I just blame them for my problems sometimes. I used to get embarrassed of them when they wanted to take photos of me but I love them so much and I just want to remind them that but they're sleeping cuz its nearly 1am lol- so I am every day going to remind them that I love them because they deserve to hear it ! And I'm never going to stop loving them because they've done so much for me and it outweighs the few bad things they have done! They deserve to be loved and I will forever think that!
Great im crying now :/
But yeah thats it until something new happens! :))
