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Letter after the breakup

Ashton:

Dear Ashton,

I can't help but feel as if you aren't sorry.

All the "I'm sorry" that you told me are heartless.

But maybe that's just because what you did is so unforgivable.

And so heartless.

Maybe this wasn't meant to be.

Maybe we weren't supposed to end up together in the first place.

Maybe you were supposed to end up with her, ya know, since you were dating her for the majority of our relationship.

I just wanted to tell you that.

And I want to let you know that I'm okay now.

I'm perfectly fine without you.

Sincerely,

Y/N Y/L/S

Michael:

Dear Michael,

I know the breakup was sudden.

I know that you weren't expecting me to break up with you.

I know that you still don't know why I did it.

And to be quite honest, I don't know either.

Maybe it's because I'm not good enough for you.

Maybe it's because practically all of your fans hate me.

Maybe it's because the suddenly change into fame is so overwhelming.

Maybe it's because there's a million fucking reasons I don't know.

Michael you were the best thing to ever happen to me.

And I've heard from your friends that you're devastated about our breakup.

Please stop.

Move on, I beg you.

You deserve so much more.

Sincerely,

Y/N Y/L/N

Calum:

Dear Calum,

You're a dick.

You just broke up with me for no reason, leaving me a single mother and brokenhearted.

You told me you would support me and Alea no matter what, even though she isn't your own daughter.

You know she's asking about you.

She's thinking that you're coming back.

She called you daddy, Calum.

She considered you her father.

And I don't know why I'm dragging her into this, maybe because she brings it up so much.

And every time she brings it up, my heart shatters even more.

Thanks for playing me, asshole.

Now I'll have to put myself again, just like how I had to after Alea's dad died.

Sincerely,

Y/N Y/L/N

Luke:

We dated for 2 years, 3 months, and 6 days.

During that time, I only realized our relationship was shredding in the last three months and six days.

I realized it on our two year anniversary when you didn't show up to pick me up for our date.

I don't know why it ended so simply.

I thought breakups were supposed to be more complex.

More screaming.

More fighting.

But I simply said "I don't think this is working out."

And you said "yeah."

Then I moved out to my sister's house and you moved in with Ashton and we sold the apartment, splitting the money.

But I've realized over the exactly five months since our breakup that I can't really get out of my old habits that I had with you.

Glancing over at you while I cook.

Cuddling you before I fall asleep.

Sending you funny memes.

Now I glance over at nothingness while I cook.

Now I stay awake, falling asleep after crying.

Now I almost click send on those funny memes.

But I don't.

Sincerely,

Y/N Y/L/N

I feel like this was horribly written, even for me. Oops...

There isn't going to be a joke on this part because I'm going to update now *thumbs up emoji*