every inch of his manhood

unforgiving girl

i started to quietly sob, to the point it hurt my forehead intensely and my hands began to shake.
and i'm so silly, to cry over a man who doesn't love me.
and i'm usually a sad girl that looks for a smile in a man and a twinkle in his eye, and i did.
just like every unforgiving girl on this land, i fell for a man.
a man who wants the world and all the thrills that come with it.
i never wanted this world, i just wanted him.
my childhood bedroom screams for me to lay and recover.
i'm the fool for trusting someone with my life and being.
i just crave safety in another man's arms.
to feel excited and carefree on the beach.
can you blame me?
the sickening thing is that i never would have left my man.
but he left me.
just like the ones before.