Mixtape

[1]

NOBODY'S POV

Hyunjin saw a car pull up just infront of him, the driver sticking his hand out with a cigarette between his fingers

It was his older brother, Taehyung

He climbed into the passenger seat, throwing his backpack in the backseat

He thoughtlessly stared out of the window, his eyes fixated on the sun set sky

"How was school?" Taehyung asked, recklessly driving as he skipped red lights

"Ok" Hyunjin plainly replied, keeping his head turned to the window

"And therapy?"

"Ok"

"When's your next appointment?"

"Next month"

Taehyung nodded his head and pulled into a drive way, throwing the cigarette out as he left the car

The two walked into their house, Hyunjin headed straight to his room

Taehyung only sighed as he heard Hyunjin's bedroom door slam shut

Hyunjin crawled onto his bed, burying his face in a pillow as he sobbed into it

Hyunjin had been in therapy for a year now, when Taehyung noticed that something was wrong

But Hyunjin didn't believe that anything was wrong. He knew what he was going through but others had their own assumptions

He heard a knock at his door. He quickly stood up and wiped his tears away

He walked over to the door as unlocked it, revealing his puffy and red face

A pair of arms immediately wrapped around him, his brother's arms

He dropped his head on his shoulder and sobbed onto it, his heart aching more than it ever had

Taehyung slowly walked the make to his bed and sat them both down, lifting his head from his shoulder

"Tell me what's wrong" Taehyung said, holding Hyunjin's hands in his

Hyunjin stayed silent as he choked on his tears, his hands slightly shaking in his brother's hands

He roughly shook his head no. "You wouldn't believe me" he sighed, wiping his tears away once again

"I will, I promise. Just tell me what's wrong please" the male pleaded, getting a better hold of his hands

Hyunjin took a deep breath and sighed

"T-There's something complete wrong. I'm missing something, I'm missing s-someone" Hyunjin confessed, his voice quieter than usual

"Who are you missing?"

"I don't fucking know and that's the problem. I've been having this feeling in me since I turned 17 and I don't know why" Hyunjin broke down in tears once again

"That's why I found a therapist for you"

"But therapy isn't gonna fucking help!" Hyunjin yelled, falling sideways onto his bed

"It will help you in the long run, I promise" Taehyung said, resting his hand on the males shoulder

"But I don't need it! I'm completely fine without it! I just...I just need to find that person" Hyunjin cried into his pillow once again

"No you don't. Therapy is your only solution right now. Your mental health is all that matters"

"I don't care! I need to find them!"