hello :) welcome to this uh book? ig this will be like my journal. i'm just going to rant here because im a quiet person and just dump my feelings here. get out all the stuff i leave bottled up in my head yk- i'll try to write here everyday but i am pretty busy so we'll see. i think i am pretty active on here though. i'll try to check it often. anyway, hi! here's some stuff about me:
my name is caroline 🫶🏻 but that's long so maybe should have a nickname? i've always wanted a nickname. my friend used to call me smiley and her nickname was peanut. but that was in 3rd grade.. hm. idk. any ideas?
i love music! kpop is my fav but i really love a bit of anything and everything! im in band at my school and im first chair flute! (for now) i have a natural ability i guess. i mean i think im pretty good but im not the one to show off and brag about it. i get just as nervous as everyone else playing. the audition was very scary but i didn't want it to get to me. people came out crying! i get really anxious even doing presentations in front of the class. i shake so much. that's kinda off topic.
i also am on the jv cheerleading team. it's very stressful sometimes but luckily we don't have any practices this week so we can just relax. we usually have it monday, tuesday, and thursday. our school gets out at 3:10 and we usually have practices from 4:00 to 6:00 or 7:00. it's intense and a lot of pressure but i do enjoy it.
i have a small friend group of like- wait. LIKE 8?! i didn't realize there was that many of us. i've always just had 2 friends but i have a lot more this year. it's crazy to me. i struggle a lot with talking to people, especially new people. most are very good friends. should i talk about them? hm. maybe another day.
this is already really long but i like just ranting. no one i know will find this so it kind of feels freeing. just be honest. i recommend it.
the other day i went to a freaking itzy concert in atlanta! it was surreal. if you didn't get to go i hope you can if they go on tour again <3 we had ok seats but there were these stairs going to the stage (it was in a theatre) and i got to walk down there and get really close! i stood behind the people in the "pit" and it was so cool!! i'll add pics.
well nvm it won't let me 😭 but it's alright. hey you know those things where it's like a song a day or whatever? i should do that! let me find one..
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boom! let's do this. soo day one. a song you discovered this month 🤔 . . .
why is this typing weird now??? uh anyway- sorry i'm just typing every thought here 😭😭 this is already 520 words.. no way anybody is going to waste their time reading this. but if you are thanks ig! anyway a song i found this month..hm. idk if it was this month but 505 by arctic monkeys? i think that's the group- but it's super good! i love it. i also started listening to bibi at the end of like last month and damn. her voice is amazing. all her songs are good just being honest. i listen to all her songs on shuffle all the time. why the heck did it skip spaces like that what is wrong with this. but my fav songs by her areeee best lover, the weekend, and pado. idk if that's basic but i love those.
there you go. hey the font is back! she's so hot. do you wanna know how i found her? or like what got me to start listening to her? literally this video:
i literally watched this and said i'm finding out who this is rn. like also this...
i also started listening to loona! they're really cool. now when someone says "oh my god yes" in my head i say "say oh my goodness" :) why is still doing the spacinggg it's broken. guys this is too long. this was like how long my freaking essay was for the writing test. anyway uh any book recs? like on wattapad. is that what you call them? or stories? or just fanfics? idk. but i can't find good ones. or just good one shots or imagines or sum. ones with good grammer and are interesting. i found a fanfic that was really interesting but the grammer made it impossible to read. you just couldn't understand what the heck they were saying or what was happening which was sad cause i was intrested. yk there's prob gonna be so many grammer mistakes in this but i don't feel like checking it because it's so long. this fr gonna be 1,000 words. why'd it do that??? why'd it make the 1 big. 1,000. see now it's normal? idk.
i also really wanna write an actual story/book/fanfic/whatever. but i can't think of any good ideas. i remember i had a GREAT idea yesterday but i forgot it 😭😭 kinda mad. if you read this far you should comment a bee emoji. i'm not actually going to put it so that way it doesn't like attract attention. anyway i'm gonna stop talking now. wait we're at 935 words maybe i can go for 1,000. let's see. what can i talk about now? hmm. ima rate new kpop songs.
did you guys see the thing about ive? let me see if i can find it.
this! makes my blood boil 🤬. i feel bad for ive. their music is good- and they could've genuinely got their fame genuinely. let me know ur thoughts! and i'm at 1000 words! i gotta go eat so see y'all! have a great dayyyyyy!!!!! <3
