its 1:11 am
ive been falling asleep in class a lot recently
it worries me because last time it happened, i had depression
the only reason i didnt self harm was because i didnt know how to hide it
its 1:17 am
speaking of hiding, ive been doing a lot of that recently
i tell my mom im going for a walk, but instead i'll go to the field
or hike in the forest with the forest cats
its 1:22 am
im the only person the forest cats don;t mind
i dont know why, but i havent named them
i just know what their pelts look like, there are 23 cats, and two expecting
barely anybody else has even seen them but they trust me
its 1:26 am
i dont trust my mom anymore
we got into another fight
i got grounded again
i simply pointed out that i didnt need people to survive
but because we were already angry, when my sister pointed out that meant i didnt need food grown by others
my mom tried sending me to my room without dinner
i pointed out that its not the medivel ages
she grounded me.
i now havent eaten properly since lunch on tuesday
its 1:32 am
ive never been super concerned about my weight, but recently i realized im about 20 pounds less then others my height, and not eating certently isnt helping
and at school, teachers dont care, because they think i have mental disorders
i do, but c'mon, i have uncommon sense!
its 1:37 am
i call it that because nobody seems to have it anymore.
i mean, really, look around!
how many of you think that most people have it?
yeah, almost nobody.
SONG DEDICATION: actually, its a quote, by me no less here it is...
"Never let kindness get in the way of what is right."
AND, BONUS QUOTE... "Doctors hope you get sick, mechanics hope you have car trouble, but only a thief wishes you well. Remember that."
Words: 303
Date: 11/11/22
