Translate: Unspeakable

35. I'm Sorry

Gu Yansheng talked about it, but Shen Kanyu still refused to let Gu Yutian into the hospital and insisted on going out by himself.

    In fact, Shen Kanyu is timid now and can be intimidating. If Gu Yansheng spoke harshly, he would be obedient, but thinking that he was doing it for the sake of the child, he couldn't help but take him there resignedly.

    Because of pregnancy, Shen Kanyu's blood sugar and blood pressure have always been low, and he feels dizzy after walking for a while, but he still tries to walk as fast as possible and dare not show any discomfort.

    He remembered that when he went to pick up Tiantian from the kindergarten, he walked very slowly because of stomach pains. When he walked to the kindergarten gate covered in cold sweat, he saw Gu Yansheng carrying Tiantian into the car.

    He wiped off the sweat from his face, walked over to him and said with a smile: "A Sheng, why are you here? You are so busy, I can just take Tiantian."

    "Forget it, I will take it later," Gu Yansheng's eyelids rolled Didn't lift it, "You might as well go for a walk. When you get there, the child will be crying.

    Shen Kanyu watched Gu Yansheng close the car door and drove away in a daze. Then he held his stomach and squatted down slowly.

    "I'm sorry Ah........," he muttered to himself with a pale face, and he didn't know who he was talking to, "I will walk faster in the future, and I will change it. "

    He felt very uncomfortable.

    Asheng was so busy and so hard, he couldn't help him share anything, and he couldn't connect to a child.

    Thefeeling of loss in the memory grabbed his heart, Shen Kanyu took a hard breath, I tried my best to pour all my strength into my feet, trying to walk faster.

    Ah Sheng loves Tiantian very much. If Tiantian is kept waiting for so long because of his own reasons, he will definitely be angry. The heart’s blood supply capacity is too poor. Shen Kanyu began to feel a little hypoxic, not only dizzy, but also blackness in front of his eyes.

what can be done.

    In the past, every time he was sick, he would always say sorry to him.

    Sorry to bother you.

    Sorry for the trouble.

    I'm sorry I'm going out right now.

    Sorry, I spent a little more money this time, and I will earn it back as soon as possible.

    When other people are sick, they are very fragile and self-willed. They wish they could be accompanied 24 hours a day to make them behave like a baby. He will also take care of the feelings of those around him carefully.

    He was even worried about being sick, for fear that he would be annoying, so he really didn't feel safe at all.    

 Gu Yansheng hugged him tighter, and repeated softly: "It's okay, I'm here, you can get sick, I'm here."

Hearing Gu Yansheng's soft voice down to his bones, he couldn't help but start to feel his eyes hot and his nose sour, and his heart panicked.

it a few times: "Can I still go?"

    Shen Kanyu nodded, and hurriedly got up from Gu Yansheng: "Ah Sheng, let's... go find Tiantian, she will cry if she is in a hurry!"

    He just asked casually, but he still dared to nod. Gu Yansheng took a deep breath, wishing to give him a thump on the forehead: "You already know Tiantian, don't care about the stomach? If you fell like that just now, do you know how dangerous it is?"

    Shen Kanyu didn't expect Gu Yansheng to be so natural When he mentioned the child in his stomach, he couldn't react for a while, and looked at him blankly with red circles.

    Seeing his pitiful look, Gu Yansheng immediately softened his tone, but still asked seriously: "Do you want him?"

    Shen Kanyu was dull for half a second, and nodded in a daze: "Yes, yes."

    " Come up if you want." Gu Yansheng squatted down halfway, and when he climbed onto his back, he picked him up steadily and neatly.

    Shen Kanyu lay obediently on top of him, quietly and motionless, and her arms around his shoulders were almost pious and cautious.

    For some reason, Gu Yansheng felt a little acid on the tip of his nose. He took two steps, took a deep breath, and said softly in a tone like telling a story to Tiantian: "Now I'm going to correct some of your wrong views, you have to listen carefully."

He would take every casual word seriously, but he never had a bite of food at the dinner table again.  

   When Shen Kanyu ate with them before, he only ate the leftover food from him and Tiantian. Maybe it was the freshest thing he had ever eaten in his life. It was obviously leftovers, and he ate like Delicacies from mountains and seas. 

    But just this bit of leftovers is cold, because he can't eat it later because of his angry words.    

 He didn't even prepare bowls and chopsticks for himself.     "I'm sorry, it was my fault before," Gu Yansheng looked at the long road ahead, apologized to him gently and gently, and suddenly had the idea of ​​carrying him behind his back for the rest of his life, "I will accompany you every meal from now on eat together."

    After the child is born, Ah Sheng probably won't be so nice to him, maybe he will drive him away, he is really useless.

    But now he is very satisfied, Ah Sheng treats him so well that he thinks of his extremely gentle smile and words late at night, and hides under the quilt while giggling and crying, like a dream, feeling happy and terrified.

    Everything now is so beautiful, but he knows very well that he will lose it sooner or later, which is a beauty he doesn't deserve.

    It doesn't matter, just find a place and die secretly when the time comes.

    Now he wants to be greedy and selfish for a while, so he just naturally indulges in the tenderness Gu Yansheng gave him.

    It might work.