HEARTBREAK PRINCE ; cinderella retelling

♥ 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙪𝙚

August 7

9 pm

                             dear diary ,,

do you ever feel like... you're just here?
a toy to be manipulated,, used by everyone else?
i don't know. ever since dad died... i guess i just don't feel like i belong
lady tremaine has locked me up in here again...
another reminder that 'princess' is just a figurehead.

do normal girls deal with this?
is it just the princess who goes through this?
i heard everyone envies my life and i don't get it
i guess the grass is always greener on the other side

lady tremaine is throwing a ball next friday, on the 19th.
she says its to get the three of us (me && my stepsisters) married off
but really it's an excuse to frolic with other royalty

is it wrong to marry for love and not as part of a trade deal?
is love truly ever present for girls like me?
maybe i'll see someone at the ball
who will make the ever-coveted butterflies appear in my stomach
who will make my legs centered towards him
who will complete me
my other half
l o v e <3

or i'll just be married off to whoever pays the most

on that note, good night diary <3

~ (cinder)ella