That was a good game, a good talk; i'll talk to you tomorrow
I shut off my devices and exhale gently, smiling warmly
I feel so light, like a feather, so steady, like a well written letter
Lay down into the covers and close my eyes
Where did you go?
Where did everyone go?
Why am I all alone now?
What did I do wrong?
Was it something I said?
Were you never here at all?
Did I make a mistake?
Did I try too hard?
Where are you today?
Will I ever see you again?
If I did, would you recognize me?
Would you run to me and start over again?
Tell me, where am I?
Was I born in the wrong body?
What is this feeling overcoming me?
What are these noises I've been hearing?
And why do I still see your face when I close my eyes?
Were we ever really friends?
Was it all a lie?
Am I worth anything at all?
One day I woke up and everything was gone.