devoted to you. II rob49up

Devoted

Khloe

my mom sat the flowers down and walked away I looked at her before sighing I continued to eat my breakfast watching tv i then went upstairs

"goodmorning"my dad said

"morning"i said under my breath

"did you make your mother mad"he said

"something like that"i said

"well my advice is to take her advice"he said i laughed under my breath hes scared of my mom he went upstairs i grabbed my phone unlocking it i went to phone to jetts contact i unblocked him my finger hovered over the facetime button I decided not to do that and to just text him

Me
hi

i turned the phone off he might be sleeping it is 8 in the morning i put my head on my hand continuing to eat my breakfast until my phone dinged i grabbed it seeing jetts contact name I pressed it

Jett
wsp

Me
i thought you would be sleeping

Jett
nah i just woke up

Me
oh thank you for the flowers

Jett
your welcome

Me
i texted you because well first are you gonna be busy later

Jett
shouldn't be why

Me
i wanted to know if you wanted to smoke with me later and possibly get food after only if your not busy though dont wanna disturb plans yk

Jett
fasho

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"alright"i said she walked away from the car

"what you did"he said

"wym"i said

"shes mad"he said referring to my mom

"she w-nothing nevermind"i said

"nah what happened"he said

"she got mad at me because she said i was invalidating your feelings just because your a man and she was saying how i was only being selfish and thinking about myself she was saying how i should let you go if i didn't love you anymore and some other shit"i said

"do you"he said

"what"i said

"still love me"he said i smacked my teeth

"you know theres still love jett"i said

"that wasn't the question though"he said i sighed

"yes i still love you jett"i said

"what you sighing for"he said i laughed a little i shrugged my shoulders

"she is kinda right though"he said

"how"i said

"your pushing me away"he said

"once again how"i said

"im buying you food giving you flowers giving you money ive been trying my best since youve been back here and this is the first time we spent the whole day together im trying to get back in your life and your not doing shit"he said i laughed

"alright jett"i said putting the blunt down

"ima go now"i said getting out I could barely close the door all the way before he sped off

"well damn take my arm off then"i said

"hes mad"my mom said standing in the door frame

i ran across the street into the house i went upstairs i went in the bathroom i turned the shower on walking out i got some clothes putting them on the bed i went and got in the shower not knowing i was on my period i seen blood and it scared the shit out of me knowing im not even pregnant

i sighed closing my eyes I couldn't get my mind off of jett cause now that im thinking about it i really am invalidating his feelings i haven't had the audacity to atleast ask him how we was doing or how he felt or how hes been he probably feels the same way

he probably think its his fault also when in reality its none of our faults after it happened every single time he was there making sure i was ok making sure i had everything and i never returned the gesture thats what my mom is talking about

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"i really am invalidating his feelings ma"i said

"i told you that just because hes a man doesn't make him less of a human"she said i nodded

"its too late hes mad now"i said

"your khloe you'll figure out a way"she said our 2 year anniversary is coming up too well it kinda doesn't count this is separating us and hes the first boy ive loved this much and its like everytime we separate we find our ways back the love is just never gonna die so we need to get back i need to stop being a bitch and we need to do this differently