Out Of My League

chapter 21

Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors

Please do not take it seriously
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"Out of my league" (chapter 21)
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"Mama I'm scared, i can't sleep" napalingon ako sa kanya na nasa pinto ng kwarto hawak hawak yung stuffed toy nya

"Come here, hindi rin makatulog ang mama eh" nilapitan nya ako at tumabi sakin

"Mama are you giving me to daddy?"

"Of course hindi, dito ka lang sakin hindi kita ibibigay"

"Okay, dito lang ako?"

"Dito ka lang"

"Okay po" niyakap nya yung laruan nya at niyakap rin ako

"Sge na close your eyes and sleep" agad naman syang pumikit hinalikan ko sya at pumikit na rin, pag hindi sya nakakatulog ganoon rin ako ganito siguro kapag nanay ano nararamdaman mo lahat
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"Hi sage boy, I've got toys oh look"

"Wow toys"

"Hi sage!" Bati ni agie sa kanya

"Hello"

"My god babe is this your son? He's cuter than you tho" sambit ni bianca, ang ganda pala nya sexy tapos mukhang mayaman

"Can i see shania?" Sambit ni agie tumango ako

"Nasa taas eh natutulog, saglit lng kukunin ko" pumanik ako sa taas at kinuha si shania agad rin akong bumaba dahil mag hahanda pa ako ng makakain

"Can i carry her?" Tanong ni agie, tumango naman ako i get bother because she doesn't called me momma anymore hindi ko man lang alam kung galit sya o hindi

"She looks like sage boy" napangiti nalang ako

"Mag hahanda lang ako ng nakakain saglit"

"Mamaaa" binuhat ko sya at dinala sa kusina
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"Mauna na kami, thank you reg"

"No worries, you guys can come anytime as long as wala akong trabaho"

"Thank you" ngumiti nalang ako at pinagmasdan silang lumabas ng bahay napaupo nalang ako sa hagdan katabi ni sage na nag lalaro

"Yakapin mo nga ang mama anak" i open my arms for him to hug me he immediately hugs me too

"Mama why are you sad?" Napatingin ako sa kanya

"Do i look sad?"

"Yes your eyes looks sad" manang mana talaga to sa tatay nya, palaging pinapansin yung mata ko hindi daw nag sisinungaling yung mata ko

"Really? But I'm not sad i just need your hug"

"Okay"

"I love you sage"

"I love you mama" nasaktan lang akong makita si bianca, kabaliktaran ko sya sa totoo lang masyado syang perfect kumpara sakin pero atleast hindi na sya pag uusapan ayoko lang talagang pinag uusapan sya dahil sakin ayoko ng sinisisi ako masyado na akong dala sa mga yan
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"Agie! Congratulations Goodluck on your college"

"Thank you, I'll go ahead we have a party pa eh i don't wanna be late there" ngumiti sya at umalis, it hurts more than anything why do people needs to get hurt for them to live? Pagod na pagod na pagod na akong umiyak at masaktan pagod na pagod na bakit!? Why!?

"Mama" salubong nya sakin at pinto ng faculty room

"Uwi na tayo?" Tumango sya

"Sge na, ayusin mona yung toys mo tapos uuwi na tayo" agad kong binuhat si shania

"Done na po"

"Halika na"
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"Sweet? Sweet are you free to talk to?"

"Ate? I'm really sorry I'm busy ang dami kong patients ngayon I'm really sorry"

"Oh I'm sorry for bothering you, i understand mag ingat ka jan" i hung up the call ayokong nakakaistorbo, i have nothing to talk to really siguro sarili ko nalang

"Ni wala kang lang man mapagsabihan ng problema, hindi ka naman maiintindihan ng mga bata pasensya na ah? Kailangan mo kasi gawin yun ayaw mo syang masaktan diba dahil sayo? Kaya dapat lang ginawa mo yun, i miss the man i loved that always on my side when I've got problems the man who always understands me i miss elane who also there when i feel alone i miss sweet my only family but also left because of me i miss my agie my light and my moon Ayoko ng iwan! Ang sakit sakit! It hurts badly"

"Mama"

"Sage" napalingon ako at dali daling pununasan yung luha ko

"Mama what happened?"

"No, nothing ayus lang ako anak"

"You're crying"

"Nothing, mama just felt alone but it's fine i know mama's not alone"

"Mama have sage and shania"

"I know i know" hinalikan ko sya sa noo at binuhat "sge na matulog kana, gabi na oh"

"I love you"

"I love you more than anything" i really don't what then to see me like this, ayokong nakikita nila akong umiiyak gagawin ko lahat maprotektahan ko lang sila
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"Mama why you love this place"

"Why? You think i love this place?"

"Yeah, because we're always here when it's lunch time all the teacher's are in the canteen or in the faculty"

"Honey, it's nice in here oh diba? It's peaceful tapos mahangin"

"Okay" sabay abot ko sa kanya nung kinakain nyang cookies

Dito ko talaga unang nakita si agie, nakabangga ko sya naging student ko sya she calls me tita ma'am tapos naging momma then i became her official momma then i become stranger again i hate being stranger to someone it brokes me really

"Ligpit mo na yang toys mo, may klase pa si mama dali na"

"Okay po" hindi pa naman sya nag aaral kaya sakin muna sya wala rin naman akong napag iwanan nila kaya kailangan ko talaga, mas mahirap pala kapag may bata kesa noon sarili ko lang iniisip ko ngayon dalawa na silang nasa isip ko hindi na yung sarili ko

"Mama i love science too"

"Really? Science is fun right?" He's actually interested to planets, human anatomy, organism, and the periodic table of elements he actually memorize each chemical and it's atomic numbers and it's functions matalino si sage pag dating sa science hindi naman sa science teacher ako pero talagang gustong gusto nya sa science

"Yeah it is, and mama i read kanina it said that heart has four chambers which is the left atrium and right atrium the left ventricle and right ventricle and mama the heart is a size of your close fist" napatingin ako sa kanya, this is supposed to be for a high school students

"Where did you read it?"

"On the library earlier, and on your book" my child is really gifted hirap na hirap ako dito noon tapos sya parang wala lang he's just turning 4 by the way

"Anak, you want a science book?"

"Yes mama please please, and math please"

"Of course my love" manang mana talaga sya sa daddy nya, his dad also loves science and math me? I only adore science not on the other subjects, sage is really really ogie's mini me
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See you on chapter 22!! Keep on reading!"