The only I'll smile for

Chapter 33: Where do I go now?

~October the ???, ???? 2035~

-Giyuu's POV-

For the past few days, I've been ignoring Sabito as much as I could. It was realy hard not to look at him and he tried to talk to me again and again and again. At home, I would lose my mind from not talking to Sabito. I didn't get used to the pain yet. When my sister died, it was the same but I got used to it as yeard passed because I knew I wouldn't get her back.

But no matter how hard I tried, Sabito kept trying to talk to me and I just couldn't forget him. I love him too much...

~January the 6th, Wednestday 2034~

-Giyuu's POV-

I was standing infront of school waiting for...

ah right, I don't have a boyfriend anymore...

I thought and turned towards school.

"Tomioka-san!"

I heard squelling from behind. Shinobu ran up to me, jumping on my back from behind.

"Aw come on! Tomioka it's our last year! Your boyfriend wouldn't like to see you're not smiling again would he?"

Shinobu said. I pushed her off when the rage build inside of me when she mentioned 'my boyfriend'.

Yes, I didn't told her about the breakup...Actually, I didn't told anyone. The breakup is just between me and Sabito.

"Awh...Tomioka-san! Come atleast to the library with me now!"

I rolled my eyes and nooded and she squelled happilly, grabbing my hand and pulling me to the library. We arrived to the library where everyone was already waiting except Sabito. I took a seat next to Muichiro again and he hugged me tight.

"What's wrong?"

I asked, confused by his action. He let go of me and looked away.

"Nothing, I just haven't seen you in while..."

He said. I tried to smile at him but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't. Suddenly door of the library opened and Sabito entered. Everyone looked at him and then at me, expecting I don't know what.

Sabito sat on the other empty seat besides me and I avoided eye contact.

"Good morning Tomioka."

He mumbeled.

"Morning."

I mumbeled back as all the other stared at us in shock.

"Did you just say- Tomioka?"

Shinobu turned to Sabito and asked. Sabito nooded. Mitsuri stood up from her chair.

"Wait! You guys didn't-"

I looked at the floor and noticed that Sabito was staring at the floor asweel. Everyone gasped in shook, even Muichiro looked surprised. I got a strong urge to cry so I stood up and excused myself to the bathroom.

Everyone stared at me like I was I don't know...The biggest piece of shit they ever saw. All I could do was stare at the floor and hold back my tears. When I exited the library, I sat behind the corner on the floor, bringing my knees to my face, letting out silent cries. I felt someone eventually sat besides me. At first I thought it was Sabito but when I looked I saw that it wasn't.

It was Muichiro.

"Did you guys realy-?"

He stopped himself from finishing the sentance and I nooded. He looked at me with hurtfull eyes probably unable to find the right words.