Chapter 1

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Jazmin's Pov

I did it again......
I cause problems with another one of my friends. Why do I have to be such a fuck up. I do it without thinking and I just want to know what's wrong with me.

All I can do is take them hating me and apologize. This was my 4th group of friends in 2 years and it's either we drift apart or fight..... Which is always my fault and i know it is.

I huffed as I closed my locker door. I stuffed my history book in my gray leather satchel book bag and headed to class. I walked in and my now old friends were at the usual table in the corner. I debated weather I should sit there or not but I quickly decided I would sit in my old seat.

I pulled out the metal blue chair from under the desk and plopped down. I took out my iPod and earbuds and put green day on. I pulled out my looking for Alaska book while putting my music on blast.

It was another usual movie day in class considering parcc exams were finished. I didn't like the movies much so I did my own thing.

I looked back to see my old friends smiling and laughing and I felt a pang in my chest. They obviously don't miss me and could care less that we no longer associate. I felt the tears build up but I quickly wiped them away with the sleeve of my hoodie. I'm not going to cry it's my fault I deserve this.

I go back into my own little world of music and reading and ignore everything as the fray comes on.

"Your out soon. Then you have a fresh start." I whisper to myself.

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