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𝗦𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗮 11:38 am _____________
this chapter will specifically be set on Samara & Dlo.
feel like their love has kinda been unrecognized.
It been a few weeks & mama gone be okay she going thru radiation & chemo If she keep at it then she will be able to beat it.
I was now laying down with Dlo in my bed. "Aye Samara", he started "Hm ?". "Where tf my baby at ? Cause I nutted all in you the last times we had sex too", he said making my eyes widen.
"You on birth control & aint tell me ?", he said sitting up as I shook my head. "You want me to take a test ?", I asked him as he nodded.
"Okay come on", I said getting out the bed getting ready.
"Dlo do you actually wanna have kids with me or you just wanna trap me ?", I asked him as he smirked "Both", he said making me roll my eyes. ___________________________________
12:30 pm
We got home & went straight to the bathroom we bought 3 tests.
"Get out", I told him as I was about to pee in the cup.
"You done", he said outside the door "Yea", he came in as we waited. I was sitting on the toilet & he was leaning on the wall.
The timer went off.
Negative
Negative
Negative
We looked at them & his face went from a smirk to a frown. Awwnn. "Bae you actually wanna have kids", I asked as he walked out the bathroom.
He sat on the bed with his head in his hands. I grabbed his hands & sat on his lap "Yes Samara I do... you see Jariyah & Keonte their happy & I want that for us but not because of them but because I only want it with you", he said.
I got sad... I always wanted to have kids but I always had Jazzy so I didnt think about them like that..
I said I was gone have kids at 20 so I wouldnt be 30 with a 5 year old & I would be able to grow with my kids & experience life with them.
I mean we have the money for all of that.
"You think its me ?", I asked him "Wym ?", he said looking up at me. "Like do you think it may be something wrong with me ?", I said to him making him shrug.
"Wanna try again ?", he asked as I nodded. ___________________________________
Even tho me & Dlo only been together for a year I cant see myself with anyone else but him. This is what I want. _________________________________
2 weeks later*
I was in the doctors office with Dlo to see what the problem was. "Miss Daniels do you ovulate normally ?", she asked me.
"I think so I mean after my periods sometimes & sometimes not", I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Okay it may just be that your infertile its about a 70/30% based on what you've told me", she said making me sad.
"But there still can be a chance if you try on your most fertile days & really catch the times your ovulating, that could help alot", she said.
"Now there are other options but if you want to try for a few months first then you can just scedhule another appointment when your ready okay ?", she said as I nodded.
"Have a great day you guys" she said walking out. I looked at Dlo & he looked back at me I sighed & hopped off the chair.
This just made everything even worse. He held my hand as we walked out "I love you okay", he said hugging me kissing my forehead.
"You do", I said sightly crying in his chest "Yes Samara its gonna work out for us maybe not now but it will okay ?", he said as I nodded my head.
He rubbed my back leading me back to the car.
"I gotta lead a shipment tonight but if you dont want me to I wont I can have Keonte do it", he said as I shook my head. "No its fine go", I said when I really didnt want him to go but I dont wanna seem needy.
"Ima stay anyway", he said starting the car pulling out. ___________________________
