𝘽𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙮 𝘽𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝘽𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 [On Hold]

♧♤ PART 16 ♤♧

Two weeks later...

Siya's pov...
Yes i have to be strong...kab tak ghar mein rahungi...agar iss duniya mein jeena hai to ladna to padega hee...ab main vaise bhi bahot acchha feel kar rahi hu ... jab se mujhe pta chala hai ki vo kamina karan usi raat mara gaya uss mafia " beast" ke hatho...jab se bahot acchha feel ho raha hai...par uss kamine ko main khud bahot pitna chahti thi magar....khair uske sath jo hua sahi hua...par haan mujhe ek baat jo sabse odd lagi vo thi ki mujhe office se ek baar bhi kisi ka call nhi aaya tha...par jab maine khud se mr.arjun ko call kiya to unhone mera haal chaal pucha aur mujhe rest karne ke liye bola...well he is really a sweet heart...aaj do hafte ho gaye main chutti par thi...main dari hui thi...kal raat jo hua uske baad nhi...papa ke un anmol shabdo ne mujhe ek nayi zindagi dee...

FLASHBACK...

siya's pov...
I was laying on my comfy bed...being all scared and feared...i was weeping silently...then i listened the voice of door knob...i hurriedly wiped my tears and closed my eyes...veer bhaiya hee honge...uss din ke baad se bahaiya mujhe akela chodte hee nhi hai...mujhe motivate karte hai...i was acting like i was sleeping then i feel a hand on my head...it was not bhai i know his touch...it was my...papa...
He was caressing my hair slowly slowly and then said...in low voice...

Papa: am sorry...bacche...( he just siad this and my eyes turned watery but my tears didn't skiped as my eyes was closed...he was seating beside me on the bed ...my front was facing him then he said...)

Papa: you know naa ...that...your this bastard papa...love you...? I know my princess loves me ...but what i did...
From the very first i just cause you tears and pain...but what can i do...am so...so...selfish to love you...bacche...main iss duniya ka sabse ganda baap hu...jo khudke khun ko hee pyar nhi kar sakta...main bahot koshish karta hu tumhe pyar karne ki...par tumhara chehra mujhe tumhari maa ki yaad dilata hai...aur ek baar fir mere jazbaat badal jate hai...par ek baar fir main tumhe protect karne se reh gaya...( papa said and was crying but what can i do...i can't do anything...am so unlucky...i can't even calm my father who was litterally crying infront of me...and was expressing his feeling...I know my papa loves me...so...so...much...it's just he is not expressive...but I think as a daughter...I have to understand my own father...yaa...? Then he continued....)

Papa: i promised your mother to take care of you...but main uss promise ko nibha hee nhi paya...par mere bacche kamzor naa pad...tum to bachpan se hee bahot strong ho apni maa ki trah...tumhe shayad nhi pta hoga ki tumse zyada mujhe koi nhi samajhta...mere ankahe shabd tum bina kahe samajh jati ho...aaj tak maine sirf tumhe takleefein hee di magar tumne ek baar bhi shikayat nhi kari...sab logo ne kaha ki main tumhe pyar se rakhu...magar maine...maine to tumse sari khushiyan hee ching lee...ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena bete...tumhare sath jo kuch bhi hua use to main nhi badal sakta magar mujhe pta hai ki meri beti ab vo choti see siyu nhi rahi jo khudko protect naa paye...ab to meri chotu see siyu badi see sherni ho gayi hai...aur vo ghar mein chup kar nhi...balki duniya ka saamna kar ke rahegi...i know ki meri beti kamzor nhi hai...bahot strong hai...

Papa: tumhe pta hai tumhate bhai ne mujhe kuch bhi btana zaroori nhi samjha aur vo mujhse kehta hai ki main tumhari parwaah nhi karta...magar aisa nhi hai my princess i-i love you s-so much...b-bas main apna p-pyar dikha nhi pata...mujhe maaf kar dena bacche...main fail ho gaya...main apne dono baccho ko khush nhi rakh paya...apni patni se kiya hua waada pura nhi kar paaya...ek acchha beta nhi ban saka...ek acchha baap nhi ban saka...mujhe maaf kar dena bete...mujhe maaf kar dena...( he said and started crying very harshly but putting his hands on his mouth so that the voice of his crying doesn't leak...i can listened his muffles...after some times he went away but not before kissing on my forehead...which gives me a new hope to live...yes I have to be strong...am a girl...and a should know how to live without any fear...)