Heal me

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11pm
Sugar hill New York
12/2/22
📍crib
Kami pov
It's been a few weeks since me and dd talked I honestly feel bad cause I should've been there for him instead of judging him. I've been looking at his story he seems to be doing good posting more music, losing my connection with him also made me lose it with the boys. I can't sit here and just think about that all night so I get up and do my night routine to keep my mind off him.

I put this on decide to walk to the deli to clear my mind

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I put this on decide to walk to the deli to clear my mind. I walk out my room to the living room to get a jacket
Sumi: where you going?
Me: the deli
Sumi: you driving?
Me: walking. Need to clear my mind.
Sumi: be safe.
I nod my head walking out the front door. I put my airpods in and turn my music all the way up feeling my emotional breakdown start as I walk through the streets. I never realized how walking could help you with your mental health. I dry my eyes as I get closer to the deli.
Diego: what do we have here
me: I don't got the energy for you today chill out
Diego: mhm
I walk through the isles finding something to smack on and something to drink.
Diego: where yo little friends at
Me: minding they business nigga
Diego: I never liked you bitch
Me: I never asked you to slut
I say laughing
I walk back to the apartments and see dd sitting on the steps I drop my head not wanting to make eye contact and walk to the door.
Dd: Kamiyama.
I turn around shocked that he called me by my gov.
Me:yes
Dd: sit down.
I sit next to him and he grabs me and makes me sit in between his legs on the other step.
dd: why you make me feel like this
He's say taking a pull out the blunt
Me: idk.
Dd: I miss you so much but also wanna smash your fucking head in cause you make me care.
A tear drops from my eyes hearing the pain in his voice he grabs my face and makes me look him in the eyes
Dd: you mines I don't care what we got going on I fucking hate you but I love you so much I just need to be healed can you do that for me mami?
Me: yes if you let me
Dd: come with me
He says grabbing my hand
There's so many emotions running through my head and the edibles I took before I left the house isn't making it any better
We make it to his apartment and go to his room
Me: what are we doi-
I get cut off by him kissing me I kiss back letting my hands travel up to his neck he picks me up and takes me to the bed kissing down my neck
Me: fuck
he takes off his shirt and climbs between my legs kissing and sucking on my chest
Dd: take these off
He says tugging at my shorts I take them off mentally preparing for what's about to happen
He takes his shorts off leaving only his psd on and comes back between my legs pulling his psd down
Dd: are you ok with this
Me: yes baby



















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Hell y'all know the rest 😭















Anyways 😭 ion think I'm comfortable writing that especially cause he a minor but I'm finna make another book

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