idk what the thing is with me and boyfriends but i seem to have jinxed it again bc we almost got to a whole year but i broke up with him last night and tbh im not as sad as i thought i would be because i kinda thought i would be screaming and crying like i always used to whenever he made me sad but it was my fault this time and tbh im not very phased but maybe the regret will kick in soon in like 2 weeks or even a few days im not sure
i just hope hes ok and i keep telling him to move on from me but hes very persistant on wanting me and only me whihc i admire about him because that means he is commited and willing to do anything fo rme but i just want him to be ok and i dont want him to get hurt so i wish he could find another girl and forget about me
he can see this right now i know but i hope he sees this and understands how i feel about the situation because it means alot to me just not emotionally therefore why i havent been my usual self and kind of sad towards you harrison
i hope you will be ok and i hope you move on soon
goodbye
