Yn and her sister aya was born in nyc and had these best friends named Vallyk , Mike Derek and kobe , they dad went to jail for abusing them and they moved outta Ny once they got to 8th grade to l.a but yn mom started acting different Towards yn , o...
~not proofread "I wish I could freeze time So we could travel to the past and we can rewind" —————————————————————— 3weeks later Friday 11:20 David 📍home
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I been in the studio all the time more then I use to because that's the only way I can get my mind off yn I miss her I miss her presence I miss her smell I miss her kiss her touch I miss her I'm general like I really fucked up and I kept fucking up what's wrong wit me I been in my head beating myself up everyday
"Yo bro you tryna have a lil kick back" ddot said
"Yo dd " notti said snapping in my face
"Huh" I said looking at them from snapping out my thoughts
"Bro you tryna have a kick back " notti said
"Man ion know I'm not feeling it" I said adjusting in my seat
"Come on nigga we gonna have it no matter what you been in ya feeling for so long you ain't party not once " ddot said eating on some candy
"Rd come on" I said giving in so ion gotta hear they mouth
They all called the oy and some other friends within an hour it was jumping
I was sitting down smoking when sky and Anne walked inside the house and came to me
"Hey dd" sky said
"Sky get out my face " I said not wanting to have anything to do with her
"Come on dd you not wit that bitch anymore I seen her wit that other dude she don't want you come wit a real bitch like me I'll treat you good" sky said
"Look in not even worried about her " lies
"But im really not feeling you just because what you did and it doesn't matter your like an opp to be honest " I said
"Boy I ain't no opp you tryna be loyal to a smooch like nigga what" sky said
"You a smooch you been wit like the whole Harlem nigga " I said getting mad tight
"Boy no I didn't you just saying that because you had to chase me in the beginning because I wasn't one of them fan ass girls all over you " sky said and she somewhat was right
"Rd but still look who's chasing now and let me tell you that's not getting you anywhere " I said as I got up and walked to my room
I shut my door and locked it I didn't wanna be bothered by anyone that's some bullshit she made me mad like damn she never know how to shut up
I was sober I didn't want anything I was watching tv until I heard a knock on my door
"Go away" I said
"Open the door David " I heard someone say which it sounded like yn wit the New York accent and soft voice Which made my heart jump
"Who is it" I said Getting up to open the door and seen aya
"We gotta talk " aya said pushing me into my room and locking my door
"If you came to cuss me out I heard enough of it by my mom and bros" I said looking at her
" no I came to tell you I know you didn't mean to do what you did but yn doesn't take it like that so I think y'all should have a sit down talk by y'all selves so you can let her know what's going on and let her talk don't try to argue back " aya said like she been planned this
"Umm how is you gonna get her to be in the same room as me by our selves " I said looking at her side ways
"I got that handled listen we gonna do it today because she's in a good happy mood " aya said
"Ok" I said
We left and went back to yn house once we got there she told yn to get something from her closet so I went in and aya closed the door and locked it from the front
"I lik- " yn started to say
"Why you here" yn said muggin
"Listen I think we should talk" I said getting nervous
"About what I'm done that's it " yn said tearing up
"Please yn hear me out I know you still got love for me and I still got love for you ok I love you yn I really do I just really don't know what's wrong wit me" I said tearing up from her
"No don't say that i heard that to many times nigga if you loved me you wouldn't had did what you did dropping her off ok that's nice walking her to her room because she's scared when it's literally security all around Mk BUT fucking her mmm that's crazy then you had the nerve to lay in ya bed and act like we cool no we not " yn said crying
"Ok yea I know I fucked up but at the time I was off it I didn't know what was going on I promise you if I was sober that would never had happened I gave you a ring for a purpose It wasn't play I was serious I love you yn please understand " I said basically crying
" David please leave I need time to myself " yn said all calm now
"You got it" I left and went home they tried to talk to me because they seen i been crying but I just pushed pass them
It's been about 20 minutes and my mom came into my room
"Son whats wrong " she said shutting my door and huggin me
"I talked wit yn and ion think ima get her back " I said At this point drained out from crying
"Listen let me tell you I was once like yn in love wit a boy but he kept fucking up and just kept saying sorry then already telling that man your life story and about your ex but he still can't get it right Chance after chance she doesn't know what to do because deep down inside she still want you but she's not sure if your gonna do it again you can say you wouldn't but that's just waisting ya breath because she already heard that " my mom said which I can tell hit the spot
"Your right momma ima just let her have her space and see what happens " I said
"Ok son but check up on her sometimes " my mom said before walking out my room
I had enough today I'm tired of being in the wrong so I just went to sleep so ion gotta think about everything
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Yn I cried and cried and cried I really wanted dd back literally I never had a love like him besides Vallyk but something's different between them dd is like a boy in his own world tryna make it in life for his family but also wants love but is young and doesn't know what to do fully and Vallyk in his world he is like the player who's soft when he finds the one and also is really independent and understands what your going through without being childish or immature about it and there's me a girl who's still stuck in between a lover and a player which this could end bad or good
Ion really know I just need to stop thinking about everything
