Crawling Back To You || Ran × Haruchiyo

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Ran's POV

"We're here' Rindou uttered, parking his car in front of the hospital

I'm really worried. He doesn't talk too much after knowing all the truth behind this then i will just received that he's overdose himself?

I followed Rindou who leads me to his room

Rindou chose not to get in and i didn't waste any moment.

I hurriedly entered and saw Koko sitting beside his bed

"Ran?"

I was catching my breath, seeing the both of them glancing on me

i was panicking earlier that i demanded to Rindou to walk faster and since i was pressuring him, we end up running to go here

"Why did you tell him?" Haru asked

"What? I did not!"

"Then who-"

I cut off his words when i immediately hug him tightly

I was so scared that i might lose you again

"I'm glad you're fine..." I mumbled

He didn't make a move as i just embraced him. I don't give a fuck if I'm not welcome here. I will go wherever you are even if it's prohibited

"Let go..." I heard him said that offended me

But just like what he want, i stopped hugging him and tried to looked at him but all he did is to averts his gaze

"Haru please, don't do this..." I pleaded

Haru shot his gaze on Koko that made me look at him as well

Only to see his awkward expression

"I- i'll give you some time" he uttered, leaving the both of us

I sat on the chair beside his bed, still holding his hand

"It's not that worst, stop giving me that look" says by a guy who are my weakness

You know damn well, i lost my cool when it comes to you

But just like what he said, i tried to calm myself

"Why did you do that? I just found out that you overdose yourself, Why?"

"Because i want to" he replied without any hesitation

I was silent by his answer. He even dare to look me in the eye

"I want something to feel other than being overwhelmed from all those situations i've been to. So i did this" he added

I feel guilty and regret that made me question myself. Did i made a right thing to tell him the truth?

He sighed as he comb his hair through his fingers

"Ya'know what Ran, why don't we just end it all properly?"

I shot his gaze him with surprise, is he serious?