That First page of Diary

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To dear me,
I know Teri life bahut zyada hi jhand chal rahi hai kab,kaha,kaise aur kyu ho raha hai pata nahi chal raha hai.

Kabhi bhi zone out jaa rahi hai aur depression ho raha hai actually depression to nahi kahungi but anxiety aur depression se kam symptoms to nahi hai teri harkaton ke hisaab se !!!

Aur sabse badi baat tujhe kya Nasha chadh Raha hai apne saath hue puraane kaand aur buri chize yaad karne ki dekh dekh I understand you're not happy because of that and you aren't healed yet but yaar that was just your past and you should be happy that you are not in those unsolved patterns and problems now.

See, I know tujhe apna future syska LED ki tarah bright chahiye par ye sab past ko bhule bina nahi ho paayega na so just try to move on!

The person who did that to you was a monster, but you can't be a monster to yourself. And I know you're being a monster to yourself and in future this will hurt you badly!!!

Aur yaar tujhe itni acchi baat ka bura kaise lag raha hai like I Mena I know you're 14 but if some people are calling you mature to uske peeche kuch to reason hoga na koi kuch bhi aise to bolega nahi and I think the reason is your past that made you this much stronger that people asume or I say people think and accept that your mature I too think you are, you really are!!!

So, by this whole note I have to show you that your past is your strength and weakness , So the decision is yours that what you have to choose for yourself your strength or your weakness!!!

Always remember weather accha ya bura nahi hota, tumne galat kapde pehne hote hai!!! 🖤

                                           Sinful_Smile
                                                 15/7/2014
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Hi Bhai logo I know main sacchi mein bahut zyada hi bakaiti kar raha matlab koi bhi book write kar raha hoo aur publish kar de raha hoo aur uske baad updates bhi nahi aa rahe but iske aayenge I promise matlab Aisa nahi ki hafte mein ek baar aa raha hai vo to nahi hoga but haa I can say that ki updates aayenge aur bahut jald aayenge but but but I want you to participate in this I mean this was my first note to myself in my diary so I want you to share your stories in which you were like ki yaar nahi ho paayega and wrote a note to yourself agar vo nahi ho paa rhaa hai to you can share your first note which you wrote in your diary apan ko personal message kar dena bhai log !! Main ye isliye kar raha hoo kyuki I thought ki ye tumahare liye relatable hoga I don't know do tell me in comments 🙃

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