More Blues
Been raining all day
And you still on my
Mind rolling all night
Can't sleep my heart
On DND since you left
love you to pieces Can't
Sleep without you don't want
Non these freaks they coming back to back so many unanswered calls hoping you call me miss you so much but my pride won't let me pick that phone up in my zone can't escape this paradise finally free no good riddance's not rekindling maybe one day I'll change my mind cause I'll take one back even know she so far gone blunt got me reminiscing
Sex flashbacks got me jacking it
Need better energy even know I'm
Addicted to your energy left
Me drained heart leaking miss
The time we had together you was everything to me for awhile forever
Is never baby do you mind me telling you everything in my head is these words too much do I hurt you mentally is my overthinking too much for you was your I love you real let you meet the person who created this pure being heart on the line liver not mine but I'll give it too you if times Ever get to hard heart belong all to me putting me first for the first times for all the times they put me last not self centered nor arrogant don't think
I'm better than anybody I'm just better than yesterday fuck my past it's a distant memory creating better memories won't say fuck love cause I'm ready for something real let's run away baby they didn't love me in the past never stop giving myself the love I deserve Can't sleep cause I'm steady thinking of someone who isn't thinking of me probably lying to they new partner don't lie on my name hoe you slayed my heart played with my thoughts all them lies you can't come back here even know I love you your love isn't welcome here no more poison poison can't love you no more you crushed my soul & its fucking with me mentally so tired of these damn blues still playing this damn guitar letting
My thoughts free
stormy weather got me
pneumonia sick writing about
More pain more heartache do
You need a heart cause I'm selling
Mine told you one more relationship & I'm back on that 2k17 shit on they neck not cuffing nothing but new money miss my phone couldn't even text on it screen didn't even turn on but I could answer every call more blues heart on DND not feeling nothing at all see it my eyes over the fuck shit maybe this will be my last letter i don't know starting to love these blues more pain more headache so sick of love songs all my friends happy in relationships most them not happy couple of my homies bitches cheating on them shit my Dawg keep going through this pattern ain't learning dummy shit I keep rushing to find out she ain't my wife two turn offs I'm leaving no need to creep sync the whole ship
Tired of this water down love fuck these blues getting tired of writing about heartache so tired so damn tired my fingers numb been playing this guitar till my tips blue as the sea wrote this just to inform y'all it's still blue here telling y'all about my blues my heart for sale
Best offer and you can rip it out my chest love me for real or don't love me at all my heart got ice on it like that fat nigga more blues more heartache guitar still playing this sad tune stay with me don't give up on me promise these blues won't last forever baby hope you see the real me tired of these blues & this damn
Maybe one day the rain will stop and the sun will shine again shit I hope so tired of these blues if you got this far thank you reading I truly appreciate you on this journey let's recover together grow together become stronger together become fearless
Let be the change not just want it speak your mind and find your true purpose in life dive deep into your mind and ease all the traumatizing thoughts it's time to let go be brave
You are no longer that vulnerable person you are not a failure life has a fucked up way on putting us right where we need to be to get ahead just have to find the tools stay focus don't fall the distractions or you're life will forever be BLUE
Yours truly
Brenton Nicholas
P.s
Somebody buy this damn guitar already shit I'm tired of playing these sad azz tones.
