A Journey Of A Hero

Jar of feelings

It's been a week since the kiss incident happened, it wasn't really an incident it was a true action of feelings, izuku and katsuki have been distant with each other and others noticed, they try and play off cool in class but it's showing that something is going on.

Katsuki sighed walking into the common room, mina stopped him in his tracks standing in front of him,"My dorm now",mina said

"Hah?, Why would I listen to you pipsqueak?"

"Because this 'pipsqueak' will kick your behind if you don't follow instructions!",she said with a serious tone

Katsuki furrowed his eyebrows staring at that familiar face, her skin tone was just a right shade of pink, her hair was quite messy today, her yellow orbs were practically glowing, they were full of stern and curiousness, mina was a type of person to fool around but he could tell she was very serious

She motioned for katsuki to follow her with a hand motion, mina started walking through the hall passing other dorms as katsuki followed in silence with his hands in his pocket and as usual slanting forward

They finally got to minas dorm,mina opened up the door swinging it past and making room for katsuki to have access in, katsuki walked into her dorm first looking around at the familiar view, he heard the door close then he turned around seeing the same face

Ashido Mina.

Katsuki placed his hand on his hip and tilted his head,"We need to talk about this tension between you and–"

"Deku, I know I know, we don't need to talk about shit okay?, That's not what your fucking getting raccoon eyes, yeah me and deku have some tension but that's not of your concern!",katsuki interrupted mina

Mina stared at katsuki in shock from his outburst,she threw her hands up in surrender,"Alright alright I'm not pressuring you or anything!",she explained waving her hands, katsuki let out an annoyed 'tch' then he headed past mina for the door, mina stopped him as usual and she furrowed her eyebrows completely upset

she had the 'uh I'm not finished' look, katsuki huffed annoyed then backed up from the door, mina put both of her hands on her hips and took a deep breath in and out,"Stop treating me like a turd on the road Bakugo!, I'm sick of you acting like a dick head to me when I'm trying to help you!",mina shouted

"Help?, I didn't ask for your help..you never helped when I actually needed some assistance!",katsuki shouted back

Mina had a disbelief look on her face

God now she's gonna start screaming and yelling

"When did you ever need assistance?, Your ALWAYS Mr.I-dont-need-help!, How was I supposed to notice,tell me Bakugo!"

"Tha–"

"Actually I don't even wanna hear your reasoning or response, get out!",mina demanded and katsuki didn't listen they both had eye contact staring in each others eyes

"I'll tell you everything, from the start",katsuki said calmly, minas eyebrows raised up from his calm tone,she sat on her bed and motioned for katsuki to sit next to her, he sat next to mina and stared down at the ground with shaky breath

"In middle school..I was horrible to deku, I bullied him for– something he couldn't control",katsuki stopped for a moment and mina waited patiently with a worried look

"I hurt him mentally and rarely physically, after some months I realized what I've been doing..I always thought he was better than me and way stronger so I pushed his feelings away and tried to look tough but knowing I was the weak one in the story, I tried to be nice taking things slowly all over again but.."

A flashback came to his mind

Katsuki held his hand out to izuku when he fell from bumping into him

Izuku stared up at katsuki with wide eyes, izuku felt..scared, frightened, terrified, izuku got himself up without any help then walked past katsuki mumbling 'sorry'

Izuku turned the corner with glossy eyes, afraid of what just happened, not wanting to believe what just happened

Katsuki stood there staring down at his left open hand that was neglected, his eyes teared up, he didn't even know himself why he felt so hurt, so betrayed, so broken

He thought that maybe he made izuku feel like that, now that made katsuki feel worse, he clenched onto his heart feeling hurt in every way possible, tears fell from his eyes as he let his head fall to stare at the ground

"My pride stopped me from getting to izuku,it's like..my pride didnt let me, allow me to make up for everything, he looked so– afraid of my action of changing..he wasnt ready..prepared for that and i didnt notice, i told him to..",katsuki stopped as his eyes glossed

"I told him to kill himself, I told him to take a swan dive of a roof"

Mina stared in shock and disappointment, katsuki could feel it..her eyes on him, he felt her aura and it wasn't good, katsuki let out a few tears then wiped his eyes turning his head to look at mina

"I'm disappointed but this doesn't mean I hate you bakugo, I understand that you weren't in your right mind..you were being a kid, trying to figure out your own life decisions, when someone already knew what they wanted to be you were jealous and I understand that",mina said

Understand?

Katsuki took a deep breath then exhaled,"Right", is what katsuki only said before getting up,"Night, see you tomorrow in class",he said walking over to the door,"Goodnight..please listen to your heart, not your head",mina said

Katsuki looked back at Mina then nodded, he faced forward opening the door going out, closing the door behind him he saw a green headed man, izuku...scars and arms were shown

Man he's fit and maybe a little..hot

Katsuki snapped out of his thoughts from hearing a concerned voice,"Kacchan?",izuku said tilting his head,"Deku",katsuki said in a low tone, katsuki started walking off

A hand grabbed onto his arm, katsuki stopped turning his head back to seeing izuku,"I wanna talk..only for a little, please?",izuku said in a low tone and all katsuki did was nod

"Right here or?–",katsuki asked

"Right here",izuku said

Katsukis eyes lit up and he nodded again, izuku let go of katsukis arm letting him turn to face izuku,"The kiss, kacchan I don't think I'm ready for relationships..we're both not ready for relationships, for each other",izuku explained, all katsuki did was just listen staying patient but he couldn't stay patient anymore

"We're heroes in training a–",izuku got cut off by katsuki

"And we can't date because it'll take us off track of our dream and all that shit",katsuki said placing his hand on his hip,izuku bit his lip and nodded slowly,"Exactly what I was gonna say", izuku mumbled in the right tone to mske sure katsuki heard

"Anything else or did you decide to ghost me now?",katsuki asked tilting his head furrowing his eyebrows

"No of course not kacchan!",izuku said waving his hands in surrender, katsuki clicked his teeth and let his hand slide off his own hip

"Kacchan,it's just that..I have a jar of feelings"

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