ME A CRUSH NEVER?!(Fushi Pov)

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...ugh I hate my life...                             1126 Words

Why did I have to be born as a human.. I just don't want to stand out and graduate what have I done wrong here *cries internally*

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Todays the first day of my sophomore year(10th grade) I don't think I'll cover myself with a hoodie because practically everyone in this school knows about me because of me being a human sigh..

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I'm here now... I regret not wearing a hood 😭
Well I guess there's no going back haha....
<Hey Human> sigh I knew who that voice was..
<What do you want Kai> <oh so your speaking back you lowly human> <Just don't bother me> I replied and I swiftly went in the school buildin- <hey ,don't think you can get away from me> <what do you wa- OW->Kai just pushed me against the wall and we almost kissed LIKE I DONT WANT TO KISS THOSE CRUSTY MUSTY DUSTY LIPS OF HIS but before I could process everything In my head I heard something  *THUD* <what do you think your doing Kai.> the voice.. I knew this voice this was..Haru.. he's famous for kicking the asses of bullies in this school. <w-wait it's not what you thi-think ha-haru we were j-just conversing-> <how many times did I tell you to stop bullying other students?>haru said very seriously <I'm sorry I won't do it again just please spare me>Kai said while pleading to haru <fine only this time>haru replied with facing me and starting to walk to me. I was really really nervous even if I was the victim he's really scary.. and I'm not in the best condition like only a kick from a normal person can send me to the hospital... but what.. <are you okay?> butterflies went into my stomach and started fluttering I never got this emotion before... I just was speechless but then suddenly haru grabbed me and dragged me. I asked <w-what are you doing> he replied with< taking you to the nurse > <W-WAIT WHY> I asked obviously suprised <you seemed hurt so I decided just a little check up won't hurt, or is there a reason you can't go?>he glared at me sending shivers down my spine I said <w-well no-> <see now let's go>he quickly replied with a little concern in his voice<b-but> <what is it?> <I-I don't want to trouble ms rina..> <why would you trouble her?> he asked confused <well I came by almost every day last year> <oh... but that's no excuse let's go now..> I just sighed loud so he could hear.

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At the nurses outfit

knock knock* <uh yes you can come in->
<hi miss rina...> I replied feeling a bit sad to bother this nice lady aka one of the only people that cared about me when I get hurt <oh poor you did you get bullied again come here I can bandage- oh wait did you bring your friend- wait or perhaps LOVER> she said while staring at haru I instantly replied with <NO HES NEITHER> miss rina replied sadly<oh then why is he here?> <well nothing really happened he just brought me here to get checked up on>I replied <oh really may I ask for your name student?!> <oh yes miss my name is haru> <i have to write something good about you and send it to the teachers office > <oh really miss you really don't have to>said haru while smiling <oh child you really are nice!> <your flattering me miss haha.>replied haru <okay anyway let's check up on your scars we should check them out to see how much they have healed> <scars?>haru replied with a worried tone <oh you know fushi has been bullied since his freshmen year haha>said miss with a sarcastic tone <what really?>replied haru with a serious tone <let's just Get this over with> I said while unbuttoning my clothes ,I sorta just forgot he was there so when I saw him looking at my bare upper body with scars I was embarrassed and told him to look away haha... long story short we got out of the nurses office and went back to our classes.

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Next week

Another boring day of school sigh

I don't feel like showing my scars on my face today so I'll just wear a mask to cover my face Sighs again why can't my life just be Normal I just want to graduate and get money for my family so that they will finally be proud of me but I could nev...

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I don't feel like showing my scars on my face today so I'll just wear a mask to cover my face
Sighs again why can't my life just be Normal I just want to graduate and get money for my family so that they will finally be proud of me but I could never do that while I'm a human aHhhh I hate school it's literally prison.. oh the school bus is already here ....I DIDNT EVEN EAT BREAKFEST..oops

...Turns out I was ranting on about school being stupid for 30 minutes haha...

In class

Im so tired I couldn't sleep at all yesterday I only fell asleep at 5 am and I had to wake up at 6am (cries internally) I'm also hungry when is it lunch timeeeeee ugh my teacher interrupted my train of thoughts with <Okay class ,haru will join us for today and help you guys since almost all of you guys except Fushi are failing your tests/exams sigh> <hello my name is haru I'm looking forward to work with you guys> he said with a smile on his face which was pretty believing but I know a fake smile when I know one I basically see one everyday because of my sister haha...
<okay haru please sit next to that white haired boy!> .....why does he have to sit right next to meeeee ugh

Lunch timeee

I fell asleep in class because I was so tired I had really really really dark circles under my eyes I looked like I was homeless when it was lunch time a bell rang but that didn't even wake me up so the only reason because I woke up is... yeup you guessed it right haha...

<hey... Hey! .. HEY WAKE UP>

<F-FUCK w-WHAt oh it's just you haru>

<yeah yeah whatever,I have a question fushi>

<what is it?>

<do you want to eat lunch together?>

<well I guess so I don't really have any other plans then eating alone haha..>

<Let's eat in the class room Fushi>

<o-oh alright>

*haru shoves his desk near fushis desks and then sits down really close to Fushi literally touching him*

BApumm BApumm BApumm

<I-uh Haru please excuse me for a moments>I said while running out of the classroom to the bathroom

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Why is my heart going crazy...

Don't tell me.. wait...

DO I LIKE HIM?

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