Sometimes our past memories ruin our present. There are people who don't let their past ruin the present. But there are some who can't move on from past.
Not everyone is same. People have different ways of dealing with problems.
And in this journe...
Wrapping the blanket around me, I fixed my gaze on the blue ocean, it's Juhu beach. Rajvansh cousins including me are here from yesterday. Bhai had kept a cocktail party yesterday night, for his international business partners. I didn't want him to feel bad, so when he approached me to come here and join them I could not deny.
The party had happened in a resort, yesterday night was a blast for everyone except me. I was just sitting in a corner and doing absolutely nothing. While coming here I thought it will be good for me, change of place will change my mind . But nothing helped me, as the person I wanted to talk isn't even come to me. Even in the party he stayed away .
We are staying in Sekhar uncle's friend's farm house which is located just near the beach. This building has two floors, as everyone take their respective room so only one room left for Abir and me. No one knows about the fight between us, nor I want them to know, so I agreed to share this room with him. But even staying in same room we both haven't speak to each other.
Yesterday night when I slept he hadn't returned from the party and when I woke up today's morning he was not in my room. Sitting on the balcony I was trying to calm myself. From outside I may look normal right now but from inside I am fighting with thousands of battles.
I used to curse destiny to separate me and bhai. But with whom I would have fought when he himself choosed to stay away from me. He lied to me, Mom lied to me, every freaking person in my life lied to me. And now Abir. It just shattered me. Nobody really care about this, they didn't inform me! I deserve to know every single truth of my life no matter it is sweet or bitter..
I snapped my head back hearing the door opening sound, my heart skipped a beat seeing Abir standing there. His eyes travelled through the room and stopped on me. The eyes which hold so many emotions, which always shines, which always get softened seeing me, had no emotions in it today. Having a blank expression on his face he stared at me for some seconds.
Diverting his gaze from me he went near to bed. I was expecting him to sleep but taking one pillow he walked out of the room. My heart clenched in pain. He was the one who is at mistake right now, but still he will be the one to show me attitude? I again shifted my gaze to the ocean. The sounds of waves were so relaxing.
How in the world I get into fight with Abir in these types of beautiful places? During our trip we didn't talk and now this! After sitting there for some minutes I got up and went outside. I looked down and found Abir sleeping on a sofa in the living room. Sighing in frustation I laid on a swing which was on the balcony.
Some mosquitoes started singing near my ears, I so wish to kill them. Placing one pillow above my ears I slept there.
_______________________ Next day (Night)
He stopped the car in front of my house , I came out of it holding my bag, but deliberately left my purse so that he will atleast stop me but he being unbothered didn't stop me, making my blood boil in anger. I acted like I forgot to take my purse, I knocked on his window glass. He was sitting in the driver seat. He slided down the glass.
"I forgot my purse! " I murmured, rather than giving me the purse, he opened the door for me. Stomping my foot in anger I went to other side and took my purse. He stayed there till I went inside my house.
I looked at the watch, it's 10:30 PM. I changed my clothes and wore a comfortable dress. While coming back we had dinner in a restaurant. Turning off the ac, I opened my bedroom window. It's was raining heavily. I forwarded my hands to feel the droplets. The cold wind against my face was giving me some unknown peace.
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