What If?

Message from the beyond

-Gabby POV-

"Gabby?" some one questions, "What are you doing here?"

I look around to see a familiar figure, she was surrounded by a bright light, hard to make out but unforgettable.

"Shay?" I say looking at her in shock, "Am I dead or something?"

"You better hope your ass that you're not!" She says her voice slightly raised.

"Last I remember, I was going trough some files with chief Boden, looking at this arson case, and then this blinding pain hit in my stomach" I say looking down and holding onto my stomach, "My baby!, Shay what happened to my baby!"

"Calm down Gabby, you are in the OR, your baby wasn't implanted inside the womb, so they are trying everything that they can do to save you and your baby" Shay says walking over to me slowly, "So you need to fight, fight for both Casey and your baby!"

"How though?"

"By believing, that you can do this"

"But what if this is a sign, what if the world is sending me a sign that I shouldn't be a mum"

"Gabby! Pull your self together! You will make an amazing mum, the best in the world!"

"Thank you Shay, I really needed this"

"I know" Shay say's walking even closer to me, "I've missed you, it's hard watching you struggle, but you came through, you achieved your dream, you became a fire fighter, the best fire fighter"

I run towards Shay throwing my arms out wide, but grasping onto nothing, and falling onto the floor on the other side. I turn around on my knee's looking for Shay, but finding nothing.

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-Matt POV-

Gabby lays there dead still, tubes coming out of her mouth, she is hooked up to many machines, recording her blood pressure, heart rate and many more other things that I had no clue what the hell they were. One person would though and that was the person who is hooked up to them.

"Shay....." Gabby says stirring in her sleep.

I look over in confusion, Shay was her late paramedic partner, but she died due to an arson case.

"Matt....." She says her eyes moving around under her eye lids

I jump out of my little chair in the corner and rush to her side, gripping onto her hand tightly, and rubbing my fingers comfortably over her fingers.

"Hey, I'm here baby, I'm here" I say holding on as tightly as I can, but not too tight that I hurt her.

I was kneeling on the floor next to her bed, my head on the little bit of mattress behind her elbow, my hand still lased with hers, and that's where I fell asleep.